"I just feel like I am not here for real. I can't really phantom out what reals and what's not anymore. There's this feeling in my guts that tells me that I need to question my reality, this reality. I hate how it feels but I wish to defer from what I have been told so far. I want to see what I remember, I want to talk to people from England, I want to stand beside bacon and Percieve the scent of fresh meat while my Grandpa grunts over breakfast which he hardly ever eats with us."... All this seems like the life I wished for, away from my family but it's just too much for me handle at the Moment".... Do you understand ?, I feel lost but I need to find myself". Sandy with so much tears budding up my eyes. Prince Jath dropped his sword and sat besides her with his legs dropping Into the wat

