Josephine " You see after we...uh I decided we should share the bed. Is he ok?" I said peering at poor EJ. Ben shook his head. "Don't worry about it." I bit my lip. " I was feeling a bit hurt by you two walking out on me, I mean I felt really hurt actually. I didn't want to be alone. I don't know...sometime during the cold night I started to snuggle with him and I swear I was still sleeping when I...well you know the rest. When I finally woke up fully, I rebuked him. I knew it was all wrong, so wrong. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to let things go so far. I never intended it to happen. I felt terrible. But what is done is done and I cannot take it all back. I don't blame you if you both hate me for it." I was full on crying now in my remorse over last night. " Phina do you love him?

