THE PROTECTED ALPHA

Author's note

Hey beautiful readers! 👋❤️

I’ve noticed some of you are a bit confused (and maybe even a little upset 👀) about why Emily is going through so much emotional and physical pain whenever Logan is... well, let’s be honest—getting close to other girls, even though he hasn’t marked her yet. I get it. You’re probably wondering, “Shouldn’t the pain only come after they’re marked?” or “Why does she feel so broken when he’s not even ‘officially’ hers?”

So I wanted to take a moment and explain how the mate bond works in this world. I promise, there’s a reason behind every emotion Emily is feeling.

In this supernatural world, the mate bond is ancient, deep, and very real. When two people are fated to be mates, there’s a connection already written into their souls. Before they even meet, this bond exists as a thread—light and almost invisible. But the moment their eyes meet for the first time, everything changes. That thread becomes a powerful tether between them. Even without a mark or a completed bond, that connection becomes alive—raw, intense, and deeply emotional.

So, when Logan and Emily saw each other for the first time, the bond activated. It started to grow stronger, even if they didn’t fully understand what was happening. Now, whether they accept it or not, they’re already spiritually connected. Logan may not have marked Emily yet, but her heart, soul, and even her body are already linked to his.

That’s why whenever Logan kisses someone else, flirts with them, or even thinks romantically about another girl, Emily feels it—like a sharp blade cutting through her chest. It’s not just jealousy. It’s not just teenage heartbreak. It’s the mate bond reacting to betrayal. And yes, that betrayal hurts. It's painful in a way that’s hard to explain if you’re not bonded. Imagine feeling someone you’re deeply connected to... slipping away, right in front of you, and there’s nothing you can do to stop it.

I know Logan’s behavior can be frustrating right now, and some of you are ready to throw things at him (😂), but remember—he’s still figuring things out. He’s torn between duty, expectations, and emotions he doesn't yet know how to handle. That doesn’t excuse the pain he’s caused, but it does mean there’s room for growth, redemption, and a better understanding of what real love and loyalty mean.

And for Emily—this is only the beginning of her journey. She may seem quiet and scarred now, but she has strength inside her that hasn’t fully awakened yet. This pain? It’s shaping her. And one day, she’ll be stronger because of it.

So please keep reading, keep feeling, and keep loving these characters through their messiness. Because soon, the truth will unravel, choices will be made, and destinies will collide in ways that no one—not even Logan—is prepared for.

Thanks for sticking with me on this journey. You all mean more to me than you know. 🥹💕

With love and magic,

Angel ❤️