They don’t keep me out of the elders’ hall.
That would be too honest.
Instead, Varka “forgets” to send me back to the nursery and “remembers” to drag me along when Halden summons her, the King, and a handful of senior wolves to “discuss security.”
“Stand there and don’t talk unless you have to,” she mutters as we approach the carved double doors. “And if you feel like fainting, do it on someone I don’t like.”
“Comforting,” I murmur back.
Inside, the long room smells of old smoke and older fear. Elders sit in their high-backed chairs along the walls, grey fur and sharp eyes. At the far end, Halden and Maera take the central seats. The Alpha King and his beta stand opposite them, a dark, solid line.
I get the corner, near a faded tapestry of the Moon pouring light over kneeling wolves.
Fitting.
“The situation is clear,” Halden says, fingers digging into the carved arms of his chair. “Our borders are breached. Rogues are emboldened. And now we know why.”
His gaze cuts to me like a thrown knife.
“Because of her.”
I keep my face still. It’s getting easier, the more times the word her is flung like an accusation.
“My Luna shielded your pups,” the King says, voice calm. “She did not invite the rogue.”
“And yet he spoke of her,” one of the elders rasps. “Knew of her. The cults are talking. Fanatics are moving. We will become a target.”
“You already were a target,” I say before I can stop myself. “You just didn’t see it until something bright lit up the dark.”
Every head snaps toward me.
Varka makes a quiet choking sound that might be a smothered laugh. Or a plea for me to shut up.
“Nyrel,” Maera says, tone cool. “Do you understand what you did today?”
I swallow. “I kept three wolves from dying.”
“You revealed yourself,” another elder snaps. “To enemies and allies alike. Do you think the Council will ignore a Perfect Luna who throws shields on foreign soil?”
The word perfect hits a raw nerve. My hands curl at my sides.
“I didn’t do it for the Council,” I say. “Or for a title. I did it because there were pups screaming in front of me.”
“Intent does not erase consequence,” Halden says. “The Council will demand oversight. Probably removal.”
The word hangs there.
Removal.
My stomach turns.
“Removal?” the King repeats, very softly. His wolf edges into his voice like frost. “From where, precisely?”
“From here,” Halden snaps. “From Ashridge. From our borders. You can’t keep your Luna in a small, weak pack and expect us to survive the pressure she brings. They’ll come for her. If she’s with us, we get crushed in the stampede.”
“So your solution,” I say, “is to send me away. Again.”
The silence that falls this time is thicker. Heavier.
Maera’s gaze flickers, just for a second, with something like regret. “Our first duty is to the pack, child.”
“Not to the wolves in it?” My voice shakes now, anger burning through exhaustion. “You left me here after Korven cut our bond. You let them pick at the bones of what was left, because it was convenient. Now that I’m inconvenient in a different way, you want to throw me to someone else like a hot coal?”
An elder tuts. “Mind your tone.”
“Let her speak,” the King says, and it’s not a request.
His eyes are on me, steady, storm‑dark, giving me room I’ve never had in this hall.
Varka shifts her stance at my shoulder, subtle and solid. Not shielding, exactly. Standing with.
I take a slow breath. My wolf presses up, not wild now, but watchful.
“I know I’m a problem,” I say. “For you. For the Council. For anyone who likes their world neat. But sending me away won’t erase that problem. It just moves it. And this time…” I glance at the King, then back at Halden, “…this time I get a say in where I go.”
Maera folds her hands. “And where would you go, Nyrel?”
“To the one Alpha who didn’t flinch when I lit up half his forest,” I say. “To the pack that won’t lock me in a cellar the moment I blink wrong. To the wolves who understand that if I’m going to be hunted, I’d rather not be hunted alone.”
My heart is pounding, but the words feel right as they leave my mouth, like stepping onto solid ground after years of mud.
Halden’s lips peel back from his teeth.
“You would abandon your birth pack,” he says.
I meet his eye.
“You abandoned me first,” I answer quietly.
The room inhales.
For a moment, no one moves.
Then the Alpha King finally speaks, each word precise.
“To be clear,” he says, gaze sweeping the elders, “I will not abandon her. Not to the Council, not to cults, and certainly not to the cowardice of a pack that used her and scorned her in the same breath.”
He steps forward, putting himself between me and their line of sight without even seeming to think about it.
“I am staying until the Council’s hounds arrive,” he continues. “When they do, we will all sit at the same table. And Nyrel will not be their prisoner, or yours.”
Halden’s knuckles go white on the chair.
“You’re dragging us into your war,” he grates.
The King’s mouth curves, humorless.
“This was never just my war,” he says. “You were simply too comfortable to admit it.”
He turns his head then, looking at me over his shoulder.
“And if, when that time comes, my Luna chooses to leave Ashridge,” he adds, very softly, so only those closest hear, “it will be by her choice, at my side. Not as something you threw away.”
The words land in my chest like a promise and like a question.
My wolf lifts her head, tasting them.
Not a chain.
A door.