Chapter 6 – Pack’s Poison

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By morning, the whole pack knows. Of course they do. News like “the Alpha King claimed the nursery wolf as his mate” doesn’t creep; it sprints. I feel it before I see it. Whispers ripple ahead of me as I cross the courtyard with the pups trailing behind like ducklings. Eyes slide over us, too fast, then cut back with open curiosity. The air tastes of stale coffee, damp earth, and gossip. “Stay together,” I tell the pups. “Straight to the play yard, you hear me? No detours.” Pip, all skinny legs and oversized ears, peers up at me. “Are we in trouble because you’re in trouble?” “I’m not in trouble,” I lie, and nudge him toward the low stone wall. “Go on.” Varka’s bark-whistle from the far side snaps them into motion. They scatter into the fenced yard, racing for the battered balls and the old climbing tree. I’m halfway to the training field with a basket of fresh bandages when the first comment lands. “So that’s her,” a male voice says, not quite low enough. “The King’s mate?” another scoffs. “You’re joking.” I keep walking. “She smells like porridge and crayons,” the first says. “Maybe he’s finally gone soft. Years without a Luna will rot anyone’s nose.” Laughter, sharp and mean, prickles between my shoulder blades. I should ignore it. I usually do. Today, my skin feels too thin. At the edge of the training ground, the morning drills are in full swing. Young wolves slam into each other in the packed dirt, grunting, snarling; older ones bark corrections. The metallic tang of sweat and the bite of iron from the weapons rack smear over my tongue. Brann Cinderjaw—broad-shouldered, cocky, with a permanent smear of soot along his jawline—spots me and lifts a hand. “Oi, Nyrel!” he calls. “Careful with that basket. Wouldn’t want our new Queen of Pups to strain herself.” A couple of warriors snort. I stop, fingers tightening around the wicker handle. “You rip yourself open again trying to show off, you can stitch yourself this time,” I say, aiming for light. “I’m busy being soft and useless.” There’s a flicker—just for a second—in his eyes. Then he grins, too wide. One of the younger males, Joss, leans on his practice spear, smirking. “Heard the King nearly broke his neck falling to his knees for you,” he says. “Must be some trick you’ve got hidden under that sweater.” Snickers. Someone makes a low, crude sound. Heat flashes through my face, embarrassment laced with anger. My wolf bristles, fur-on-edge under my skin. “Watch your mouth,” I say. Joss shrugs. “Relax. We’re just having fun. Unless Luna’s too delicate for a joke?” “Fun is when everyone laughs,” I say. “Not when half the room flinches.” “Careful,” Brann says, half under his breath. “The King’s watching, idiot.” I stiffen. I hadn’t noticed him arrive, but now his scent rolls over the field—storm and steel, threaded with something sharp as flint. He stands at the edge of the circle with his beta, arms folded, expression unreadable. Of course he’d come to see the warriors. To inspect. To judge. I wish I could evaporate. Joss pales a shade but squares his shoulders, trying to salvage his bravado. “We didn’t mean anything by it,” he says louder, as if performing for an audience. “We all know Nyrel’s just—” “Careful,” Brann repeats, more sharply. “—the weak one,” Joss finishes anyway, like he can’t stop himself. “No harm in teasing. It’s not like she ever cared before.” The words land like a slap. Not because they’re new. Because they’re true, in their way. I haven’t cared, or I’ve pretended not to. I’ve swallowed every sting, every joke, because fighting back cost more than it gave. But there’s a difference between enduring poison and drinking it willingly. My chest tightens. I set the basket of bandages down a little too hard. “Funny,” I say carefully. “I don’t remember you complaining when I held your guts in last winter while the healer stitched you.” A few of the warriors go very quiet. Joss flushes. “That’s different.” “How?” I tilt my head. “Because it was your blood on the floor, not mine?” His jaw works. Across the field, the King shifts his weight, saying nothing, letting this play out. His restraint feels heavier than any shouted command. Varka appears at my shoulder like she was summoned, arms folded. “Problem?” she asks mildly. Joss stiffens. “No, Beta.” Brann clears his throat. “We were—” “Being idiots,” Varka supplies. “As usual.” She looks at me, not them. “You done here, Nyrel?” I could walk away. I should. It would be the safe thing. “Almost,” I say. I turn back to Joss, my voice dropping. “You don’t get to call me weak anymore,” I say. “Not after last night. Not after years of patching up the holes you leave behind you.” His eyes flicker, confusion and something like guilt warring in his face. “And if you need someone to be beneath you to feel strong,” I add, “that doesn’t make you an alpha. It makes you a bully.” Silence. Then, from the edge of the circle: “Well said.” The King’s voice is quiet, but it carries. Every head snaps toward him. Joss goes ashen. Brann looks like he wants to fall into the nearest hole. The King steps forward, boots steady in the dirt. “Nyrel of Ashridge,” he says, eyes on me. “Would you permit my wolves to join your training drills while we’re here?” My brain short-circuits. “My drills?” A hint of a smile ghosts across his mouth. “You spend every day in this yard, cleaning, tending wounds, watching spar after spar. I’d value your opinion on how my men compare.” There it is again—that impossible, infuriating respect. “I—” My cheeks burn. “I’m not a fighter.” “Not yet,” he says. “But you understand damage. And you understand mercy. That’s more than some warriors can say.” His gaze flicks, just once, to Joss. The younger wolf drops his eyes, throat bobbing. “Beta Varka?” the King adds. “Do you object?” Varka’s lips twitch. “If Your Majesty wants to see his men humbled by mine, who am I to argue?” Laughter, real this time, ripples through the field, easing some of the tension. “Good,” the King says. “Then it’s settled. Nyrel will observe. I will spar.” He steps into the circle, shrugging off his jacket, bare forearms corded with muscle and old scars. As he rolls his shoulders, eyes bright with the promise of a fight, my wolf presses against my ribs, curious, hungry. And for the first time in a very long time, I don’t feel like the weakest wolf on the field.
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