They say things happened for a reason and I sort of believe that now. Through my stay in South Africa, I went through a lot. I didn’t even spend the two years of training and I came back home, Nigerian. No one knew about it except Baba and mama, even Adnan knew nothing about it. I never knew things would get worst like this, that I will even miss my brother’s wedding for the world. Not that I don’t know of who is going to marry, I do and I was the one that asked him to do that for me since Hajara would not be able to take everything that will soon be revealed. I did the unforgivable and I don’t even know how I will start facing Hajara, it hurts a lot whenever I remember about what I did. She will never forgive me. Facing my parents with the issue was easy because they understood easil

