Chapter 17
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Natalia's POV
Masama ang loob ko ng dahil sa kahapon. I didn't know what to believe. I didn't know what happen.
So Sebastian wasn't gay after all? Hindi ko alam kung alin ang kaylangan kong paniwalaan.
"My son wasn't gay?!" Gulat na sabi ng mama ni Sebastian. She was inside my condo dahil umalis agad ako sa bahay ni Sebastian kahapon. I don't know what i'll do.
"Yun ang sabi ni Patrick tita. Hindi sinabi ni Sebastian sa'yo?" Tanong ko habang humigop naman ito ng chaa.
"I don't know. I'm confused Iha." Tumabi sa akin ang mama ni Sebastian. "Siguro, mag-usap kayo."
"I need time tita. I don't think... I don't think I can look at him the same again." I still can't ignore the fact that Sebastian lied to me. He made me turn into a fool.
"If you love him you should be able to look at him the same. The way I see it Natalia, mahal ka ng anak ko. Let him explain and fix it okay?" She gave me a pat on my back and a smile.
Hindi ko yata talaga kayang harapin si Sebastian. It hurts me just by thinking he lied to me.
Hindi ko alam kung lahat ng mga ngyari sa amin kay kasinungalingan din. Did he love me?
At dumagdag pa si Patrick sa pag-gulo ng isip ko. Yung baklang yun? May lakas humalik ng babae?
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Kusa akong pumasok sa bahay ni Sebastian and it was oddly quiet. I was even surprised when I found the pictures on the same spot as I left it last time. Hindi ba ito nakita ng mga katulong?
"Manang?" I frowned when no one answered. Nasaan ba silang lahat? Nasam si Sebastian.
"Sebastian?" I looked around the kitchen and the living roon but he wasn't there.
He could be upstairs in the library or his room.
I was right when I found his ligts in his room on. Nagdalawang isip ako kung papasok ako sa loob ng kwarto niya o kumatok muna ako. I didn't know what to say too. Ang gusto ko lang ay magkaliwanagan kaming dalawa.
I can accept whatever he has to say. Even if it includes breaking my heart.
"S-sebastian, papasok ako." I entered his room and I was shocked when I found hin on his bed and empty beer cans are scattered everwhere in his room.
I placed my bag on the floor at agad kong nilapitan si Sebastian. He wasn't wearing a shirt. Hinipo ko ang noo ni Sebastian at maiinit siya. "What the hell do you think you're doing!" Tanong ko.
There was no response but he moaned a little bit. "Maiinit ka. Dadalhan kita ng pag-kain mo. I... I'll have to change you first if you don't mind."
Tumayo ako pero agad niyang nahila ang aking pulso. I fell on his chest at uminit bigla ang aking mukha. He was awake the whole time! "A-ano ang ginagawa mo-"
"Shh, let's stay like this." Bulong niya. His voice was husky and I still don't get why in a situation like this I still find it sexy.
"May lagnat ka. I want you to eat first." Tugon ko.
"I would eat you but I want to talk to you Natalia." Is he serious? Nakuha niya pang mag biro kahit nilalagnat na siya?
"Talk about what?" Tanong ko.
"About the other day." He fell silent. I didn't know what to say too. Was I supposed to say sorry?
"Okay."
"I... I never cheated on Patrick. It was friend Natalia and I want you to know I am not lying! Ayokong isipin mo na baka niloko rin kita noong tayo pa but no. Mahal na mahal kita Natalia." He sat on his bed and he tightly hugged my waist. "Make me do anything but please, don't make me leave you because I can't."
"Hindi ka na bakla noon pa?" Tanong ko.
"It all started when I felt like I have feelings for you." He hugged me tighter.
"I can't let you leave me again Natalia."
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Author's note: Malapit ng matapos ang BMBB. Few more chapters left. I will try and fix some parts once finished.
Suportahan niyo ang bago kong story na "Utopia High: School of the Cursed" tsaka "Dear Author, Mahal Kita"! Salamat po! :3
- Writer
