Chapter 6
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Sebastian's POV
Shit!
Did I just say horny?
Hell, what's wrong with me!
I've never been horny before. I've never been horny even with Patrick. And now, I'm horny! Sa babae pa!
"H-hey, a-ano ang ginagawa mo?" My eyes popped out from what I saw. Bakit siya nag hu-hubad sa harap ko?
"Ano? Maliligo ako. Alam ko naman na wala kang pag-tingin sa'kin. Don't worry." How can she smile so innocently at me? For God's sake! I'm a guy too!
Shit, my pet is growing.
Na-upo ako sa kama niya at nag-iwas tingin. Pretending to do something else and making sure that I don't seem affected from what I'm seeing right now.
Kaya lang, sadya talaga'ng maharot ang mga mata ko, kaya naman sinilip ko si Natalia from the corner of my eyes.
She was removing her tank top then her shorts.
I wonder how boobs feel like-
Dammit!
Get a grip Sebastian! Babae lang yan!
Napalunok ako ng madiin ng hubadin ni Natalia ang kanya'ng bra. She didn't seem to notice me looking at her at all. Which is good, right?
Damn, her body was a goddess! It was perfect.
"Alam ko'ng inggit ka sa nakikita mo, but you know, I feel uncomfortable too right?" Tinaasan niya lang ako ng kilay.
Make a freaking excuse Sebastian!
"I-i was just wondering... Wondering how boobs are like. That's it."
I stepped back ng bigla na lang lumapit si Natalia sa'kin. She took both of my hands and placed it on her chest.
Napa-singhap ako. "H-hey!" I am freaking groping her boobs.
"What's wrong? I thought gusto mong malaman?"
It was weirdly soft. I must admit it was pretty addicting too. Kaya hindi ko naiwasan na pisil-pisilin ito. Pina ikot-ikot ko pa ang mga ito.
I saw Natalia bit her lower lips while she stares at me playing with her breasts. s**t! Its really getting hot in here!
I don't know but I just wanted to play with her boobs the whole day. So I placed her on her bed and continued what I started.
Round and round.
Side-to-side.
Massage it.
"S-sebastian, s-stop!" She tried to push my hand but I was stronger.
Tumili naman si Natalia. She was panting while her eyes are closed.
So I stopped. I asked her worriedly, "so-sorry are you alright! I got too carried away."
She looked at me at tumakbo pa-pasok sa banyo.
What did I do wrong now?
Kinamot ko ang aking ulo at bumalik sa pag-tulog. Maybe I did it all wrong. Should I say sorry to her? For god sake! I didnt know what to do! I am a virgin. Ano ini-expect niya?
"Look sir, na carried away lang po ako. I know, I'm sorry for being irresponsible and where's my manners? I'm crazy." I frowned at Natalia. She has her eyes glued on the floor and she seems like she's trying to avoid my eyes too.
Why the hell is she saying sorry! I thought she wanted this - I thought we both wanted this..
I gulped nervously and looked away. Avoiding her now fixed stare at me. Maybe wondering kung bakit hindi ako makapag salita.
I'm not ready to feel this yet. Hindi ako handa na maramdaman ang lahat ng ito.
I've always thought that I'm gay. During the 28 years of my life I dated only the same gender, at kahit kailan at hindi ako tumingin sa babae. It's not that something's wrong with them, it's just that- I'm attracted to only guys.
But now, I'm feeling something new. Something different.
I couldn't figure out if this is only lust or what. I can't.
"Leave my office, now. Leave me alone." I coldly told her to leave. I don't want her to read what's on my mind.
"Are you going to fire me-" I cut her off. I don't want to hear her anymore. Jeez! Her voice makes me crazy!
"Leave my office or I'll fire you!" There was a hint of irritation on my voice. Hindi ako na i-irita sa kanya, I'm irritated because of myself.
Maybe it's time to do something.
I heard Natalia leave my office so I sighed deeply.
"Something is definitely wrog with me."
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Natalia's POV
It's been 2 weeks since that accident happened, at Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari Kay Sebastian.
Bigla nalang siya'ng nagbago. He turned cold. Lagi niya ako'ng iniiwasan. It's like, what's the point on staying here at his house kung wala naman ako'ng inaalagaan? He's always away.
Nakaupo ako sa sofa ng may marinig ako'ng busina sa labas. It's 12 am at hindi ko alam kung saan ng galing si Sebastian. Hindi naman ako makatulog because it is the first time he came home this late.
For some reason, I am worried.
Bumukas ang pintuan kaya napatayo ako sa kinauupuan ko.
"Andito ka na-" nawala ang ngiti sa aking labi ng makita Ko'ng may kasama pala siya na iba.
"Why are you still awake?" Ngunot noo siya'ng tanong. He was holding hands with that girl. That girl?
"H-ha? Wa-wala, Hindi lang makatulog. Sige, akyat na'ko. Mukhang busy ka." I lied. Why did I even wait for him? Damn him.
I ran to my bedroom at nilock ang pinto.
Fuck him! Dapat pala Hindi ko nalang tinuloy yung plano Ko'ng gawin siya'ng lalake! Dapat pala naging bakla na lang talaga siya! I would want to see him flirt with a gay man than that b***h!
"f**k you Sebastian Cordova. And daya mo." I bit my lip and I let myself fall on my bed.
"f**k you." Inulit-ulit ko.
"I swear, aalis ako ngayon, at lalake ang papalit na mag a-alaga sa'yo. Just stay being gay." Galit ako. Galit na galit. I waited for him! Tapos ano?! Makikita ko siya na may kasama'ng babae!
Ang landi lang naman kasi ng babae'ng yon! Pati bakla pinapatulan! I hope maputulan siya!
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Sebastian's POV
"Sino kasama mo kagabi apo?" Tanong sa'kin ni manang.
"Si Liza po? Kaibigan lang." I smiled at tapos ay kumuha ng gatas sa fridge.
"I see." Manang smiled. I know what she's thinking. Maybe she's thinking na may dinedate na ako.
"Si... Si Natalia manang?" I hesitated to ask yet ginawa ko.
"Nasa kwarto niya. Masama daw pakiramdam. Paano ba naman hindi natulog kagabi. Inintay ka tapos ng 4am, Lumabas ng bahay. Ewan ko ba sa batang yun." Pinag handa ako ni manang ng omellete at toast.
"inintay ka." She waited for me.
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