I woke up around six thirty and decided I should better get up now because if I will lay down for a little longer it would be a risky thing to do and I didn't want to give Dimitri the occasion to pick up on me for not being ready on time. Only God knows how many things he wants us to do today. He already told me it will be a full one. When it comes to this project he goes out of his way to make things right more than usual and this only shows me how important it is for him and I so don't want to f**k up things. I really don't want to disappoint him. I get my feet on the underfloor heated floorboard of the room, letting the heat diminish the little numbness I feel in my left foot and sit up on the edge of the bed, admiring the intricate golden patterns on the walls, searching for the coura

