I hated games so much, why will I not go when I had hoped for this, all week long? How could you tell me to be chilled when I want to bask in what I feel for someone.
I have always thought that people that play games are fools, I really wanna go, I wanna hear whatever explanation he had to say, I wanted to hear him apologize.
"How can you tell me not to go Paige", I asked, trying so hard not to let the tears fall.
"Babe, please don't go, he should know you are valuable and you are not some girl, he can treat anyhow," she said, looking at me with sympathetic eyes.
"But I want clarity, and I miss him so much," I said, allowing the tears to roll down my cheeks.
"Amy, I know all that, but if you don't take your stan right now, it will give him room to disrespect you even more"
Deep down
