Mala: " comon Ivy, you are letting him take control of the whole situation" me: "I think so too, I am so scared" Mala: "It's ok to be scared, but don't loose your control, see you when you get back" me: " Ok, see you soon" I hang up and looked out the large office glass windows into the city. I felt more than heard Kyl’s approach, a measured, confident stride, I knew the sound of his footsteps now, living rent free in my head. Then suddenly he was behind me, warm breath at the back of my neck, the deepest part of him resting just beneath my skin. He touched me, gentle fingers over my spine, drawing a soft moan from my throat. My heart pounded in my ears. I barely noticed my heels slipping off, clothes loosening into shadows. This was no longer about creativity or power dynamics, or e

