I knew all this romance, care and happiness was fake. I always knew he wanted to punish me. He always does. Whenever I start trusting him, he breaks my trust how will I trust him again. I forgave him even after all his accusations. I even forgave him for our wedding night. Is my self-esteem so low? But that is the point I will revisit later. wasn’t it enough to tell his friend to molest me and then behave like he didn’t knew anything that he brought me again here Infront pf him? oh my god, just because I refused to give him his marital right is going to r**e me with his friend. God Manav is the only man on earth whose touch doesn’t scares the s**t out of me please please let this be my assumption and nothing else.
The demonious thoughts and sight of john made me shiver with fear and the
