Chapter 48
I was staring at my huge wardrobe which had at-least 150 dresses but none felt like could be worn on the first date of my life. I picked one dress which were still a better match but No, it’s not worth it. I will ruin it. I know. He would not take me out. Why would he. He just must be thinking of ways to hurt. He definately has planned all this. But he meant it. Now what to do? What to wear? Oh God. Don’t you love me? And what does that silly asshole want from me now. I hope he gives me a good time otherwise I will squeeze his balls and hit with the cricket bat. Yes this is cool; anyway if he thinks that I have forgiven him he is wrong. Just one opportunity to hit his weak nerve to make feel what I have felt all these times. I hate you Manav. I will not leave you. I will neve
