Love with my unknown husband

Ready for the fight

Scene starts from Meera  becoming completely shocked by seeing Sam behind her 

Meera in daze : What are u doing here Sam ??? U know how afraid I was by keeping hand or her chest  takes a deep sigh  .

Sam just ingnored Meera 's questiomed and asked her seriously :  That I should ask u May . U ran from college. Why ?? To come here .

Seeing his narrowed eyes and blank face, Meera gulped . Indeed his this side was new for her . He never asked her something , he always understood hee without any words but this time it wasnt same . She could feel it from his expressions but she wanted ignore it . So nervously tried to trick him . 

Meera : Common bud u know I wanted to explore and about class I didnt feel . Btw u have any problem and narrows her eyes to make him afraid .

Sam chuckles seeing her expression : Oh little mouse changed to tigress hhh . Not bad  . And laughs on Meera expense . By  the way what are u doing here at these place? Exploring is ok . But exploring with closed eyes is not .Cant u see this place is not for u in little high pitch causing Meera to shriek . And shakes his head . Come first we will move out from here . Without waiting for her reply , Sam drags her outside of the area .And takes her to the nearby cafe outside the area .  

In all this while Meera was in complete daze . She was continously watching each and every expression of Sam and was observing him and smiling at his mutterings .She knew he cares for her and in corner of her heart she started liking his care for her .Unaware of the fact , his sudden change in behaviour is due to him knowing her hiiden half  secrets.

Meera 's pov 

Sam is really mine saviour . He is too good . The way he behaves . The way he cares for me . I feel cherished. He have something in him that makes me attracted to him . He make me feel secure . He make me smile . He is mere thought makes me feel yhat god just didnt wrote miseries in my faith . There is also something good stored for me . Just I need to wait or it and fight the fight of life .

Sam takes me to the caffe . The environment of caffe was indeed  peacful. There was really less crowd in that cafe  . 

I smiled towards him and told the same to him but instead of his chirpy talks I was only replied by his indifferent looks . I dont know what he is thinking but his looks are making me feel that something is wrong  and unknown fear is taking place in  my heart . Sam is behaving totally out of his character . Jis indifferent looks , his blank expression are causing my heart to run a race .

 Even though aall emotions where takimg troll of me , keeping my worry aside . I gather some courage and break the silence   : What happen Sam ?? Why are u looking at me like this . U never become so serious . R u okay .

But his next words brought  my heart in my throat .

 What relation u share with Mr . Michael,  Meera ?? . Hereing this I knew ,  I m doomed . Seeing my shocked expression . He cuckled . I listened ur both  complete conversation May . His eyes were reflecting how hurted he was . Didnt u trusted me that much to share this with me , Meera ?. Was I nothing to u .? 

. His words felt like a dagger to my heart with tears accumulating in my eyes . I wanted to tell him I do trust . But I was completely paralysed by his eyes .His voiced reflected the pain n hurt he felt because of this  chaos .The stutter and the hollowness of his voice cause me to shiver . I could feel his hurt . His every emotions were reaching to me and  causing my heart to break and now  Tears started to make there way through my eyes .

Never would have I felt so emotionally drained . I know I am at fault here but to tell all these to him was not easy for me  and I was not even this brave to tell this to him . But now I realise I need to tell him everything about me . Today or tomorrow I was going to tell this to him . Then why not today ?? I thought .

 I took a deep breath and look towards him to meet with his questioning eyes and hurted eyez . I opened my mouth to explain everything to him only to release a sob . Seeing me breakin he hugged me immediately 

Sam : Shh baby dont worry . If u r not ready dont say anything and rubbed my back to soothe me .

 His words cause my guilt increase tenfold and I came out of hug and took his hands in mine .

I will say u everything today Sam . U have the right to know . But my eyes never saw his expression . How can they as I had no guts look in his eyez and feel  his hurt . But then to my hands felt his reassurring hold on mine and that gave me courage to look at him . And I started to tell my lifes truth  with blank eyes dont know why  I am not feeling anything  while telling him this , now 

"Mr . Michael is my ritual husband . He and I were forced to be married in India . Then he brought me here and abandoned me at airport ."  The remeberence of the day again made my eye watery . It hurted as if the wound was fresh yet . 

 " U know Sam , he never for once look back at me , his wife. He didnt even came to see I m alive or dead ".and chuckled escape my throat  ."  I am not even a worth to live  for him  , I further added . Sam reasuured me again by hugging me but he didnt said anything . Again  I continued  , " But may be god had some pity towards me as I was already selected here in college on scholarship which I gave  on my friends insistence  otherwise I dont know where I would have went . Going back to India was never option . So I took the decision there itself that I will live here in this unknown world and thus I m here  . " And I looked at him . 

But may be still my answer didnt satisfied him as the confusion was still there on his face . So I asked , " What happen ? " " Umm Meera  but how u got money to live here . I dont think u would be having any money nor Indian rupees work here . Then ?"Sam hesitated .

Listening him I chuckled well I knew he must be thinking this  , "It was the price for ruining me , my respect, my  life . "

"What !!" He shouted , "did u do something which u shouldnt do May . ??"

His weird question cause me off gaurd . What was he thinking ? I didnt get at first  and it dawned me then what must he have thought about my words 

I was flushed hereing him  and corrected him immedately ." No . No . U are thinking wrong .That money was given by Mr . Micheal to me . To get out from his life . I never felt this humilated but needs make man to go through anything and I did that . I took it but with determination that I will through them on his face whem I would have my own hard earned money . And thats why I want the job so that I can earn on my own and return his money  to him . " .Listening me Sam passed me an encouraging smile and seeing his support now I am determined that I will surely give  money  to him one day and break even this unseen thread between us . 

But Michael words of me being gold digger now also make me feel like a s**t . So I asked Sam " U know  Sam .I never wanted that money but that money only helped me to live here . How could I have return them , Sam ? How ? And lived here in unknown country with no money . I took the money for my life , Sam . I m not a gold digger or anything ."while saying gold digger I cried again . . "Do u also think me the same ? Do u think I had any option" . I asked him . As I wanted to know what he think of me . Do he also think that I m gold digger who took Mr Micheal money and used it for her her own benifit ."  

Seeing me breaking again Sam took me  into hug .

" Hey .meera u did right by taking money . U didnt have any other option with u dear . " he assured me .

 "It doesnt make u gold digger or a b***h .It is he who is at fault how could he do this too u or anyone man . " I could feel anger in his voice . " He is bloody engaged and then married you . May be forcefully but he could have tried something . Nor he told u about his engagement . He brought u here in unknown country and abandoned u . He is such a flithy bastard ." I could geel his erratic heart beats . I knew he was angry on Mr Michael . So I assured him that I am okay by blinking my eyes and hugging him more tightly . May be it did the work as he calmed a bit and held me securely , and lifted my chin so that I could see in his eyes which were showing sincereity and truthfulness .

He said ,"  Dont worry Meera, now u have me . I will protect u from him . " and first time I saw the matured Sam and I smiled. "He wont be able to do anything to us . U dont worry . He cant break us" his next words shocked me  to the core . And I knew he listen everything , every damn thing . 

But somewhere I felt satisfied , satisfied with his assurance 

. And I knew with Sam beside me I m ready for any fight against Mr .Michael Mathew.