Bella
I got out of bed Luca wasn't there. So I need to go for a run I need to clear my head. Running helps me think better. Last night was perfect the way he touched me and OMG I never knew s*x was that great.
But what are we now? I love Luca he has always been the man I wanted to marry.
Will he still f**k other women?
Or is he all mine? God I can't do this I have to stop thinking about it.
When we go back to New York things change then I can't do anything about it.
Fuck he is the Mafia king everyone no him. Why would he want a girl like me.
All of a sudden I am pulled from my thoughts. Luca is yelling at me what did I do wrong. Pulling me in the house I pull away her is hurting my arm. Then I am over his shoulder.
I yell more and hit his back. When I. the room he throw me o
