Bella
After he left me in the room I crawled on the bed. Crying my eyes out. All I could think about is why me. He can have any woman in the world. Why hate me so much.
I have never felt this kind of pain in my life. Where did I go wrong. I wish I knew if my sisters were okay. Just knowing that this is all my fault is killing me.
I have to stay strong for them. I just hope he kills me soon so they can be free.
I don't know when I fell asleep. A woman in her 40's came in with food. She told me to eat so Mr. Luca doesn't get mad. He can f*** him self if he thinks I will do what he wants.
I told her I am not hungry. To leave me alone.
She gave me a sad look then left the room.
Getting off the bed I started to look around the room. A bathroom with a shower for 10 people. The bath tub is so big I could swim in it. God if it was different circumstances I'd be in love. There is a library. With so many books. A closet the size of a small apartment. Then it hit me I am in Luca room. F***. Why would he keep me here.
I can't think I am something special.He probably brings a lot of women home.
Going back to the closet I grab one of his shirts and boxes. I need a shower. And I don't have anything else to wear.
When I looked in the mirror and saw my face
I was shocked. There is a bruise on half of my cheek. My neck has his hand print. It makes me feel sick. Now I know why that woman looked at me so sad.
He is going to kill me. Tears running down my checks. I Don't know the person in the mirror. I look broken.
I get in the shower and the only soap is for men. Really are the women not allowed to take a shower before they leave.
Getting out I get dressed and go to the library. I find my favorite book Pride and Prejudice. Sitting on the most comfy chair. I started to read nothing else to do. Some time later the woman from earlier came with dinner. And again I wouldn't take it. She started to bag me again to eat. I just turn my head. Few minutes late she was gone. I don't even remember falling asleep. I was so cozy on the chair. Dreaming that I was with my sisters at the beach. I don't want to wake up anytime soon.