My life time

new life

(please don't forget your mission... bye nomara)

nooo....ooo!!

Women:

shhh...baby girl is me mama you look beautiful place don't cry. Said a strange but comforting person how's carrying me in such a way that it felt safe so safe that I fell asleep.

Nomara:

I had a dream about my past life, I died at hands of my only friend how I respect and admire for the longest. I didn't understand why he betrayed me, but I knew it was coming, even though I didn't put much attention. l told him my secrets... because he was like a brother and we knew each other for years. I guess that didn't mean anything to him,... that's what I thought at that moment( boy I was wrong)in the end... he did it to protect me. that's what I last remember of my past life it felt like a dream, dark and sad.

( now it's a lost memory. )

nomara:

the feeling of many lives before this one...can be extremely lonely. Living In a different universe having many personalities.... feels stressful in a way u can't explain, all of those lives meant a lot, symbols of me and part of my life.

nomara:

there was only one specific regret I had, and ... that's not been able to find my purpose in each of the life I had. now it's nothing new to me, I leave for my survival I'm noting more than a human poppet.

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(waaa..aaa..waaa..!!!)

Women:

shh, sweety mama is here you have nothing to be scared of.

shh....there, there everything is all right. it seems like you have a nightmare. In that case, you have to grow up and be a strong and incredible woman who chooses to change her journey no matter what and always finding a solution to the crisis she's in. I'm so happy to have you in my arms baby girl your father will come and see you as soon so please wait and don't cry.

Nomara:

even though I could hear the woman's voice.. clearly my body wasn't in my control I fell asleep in an instant. I have no idea of what I should think

(f***king hell).

nomara:

My knowledge in this world is minimum all I know is that I'm in a room clearly whit my now mother and that she's waiting for her husband how's at work, I don't know my name yet. The last name that I had was Lion but my...mmm never mind.. that name is long gone now. what I'm thinking "Jajaj" what a joke, I'm a baby a harmless useless baby. what exactly is that I can do, my life was taken from me, and now just like that, I have a new one.

(what a f***k joke)

( in the past month our protagonist only thought of sleeping and eating. her mother knower's the strange behavior so they took her to the doctor. the doctor told the parents that the baby was healthy and that behavior was normal. but the truth was that our protagonist was having problems with getting herself stable ...her mind was such a mess that all she remembers are bad memories.)

Woman:

hay baby girl, how is it that you always sleep? I guess it's normal, you just came to our lives in such a way that we did know what to do, I wasn't planning on having kids. You know...your father was the one how begged me to have you. (ehhh... funny)

woman:

I was scared at first but, then time passed I could feel you in me moving, growing and then I started to feel that having you were to be a blessing. I was so happy, that when you came into my life, couldn't explain the excitement so I started to cry. I was wondering if I made the right choice. having you, in the end, answer my question and now I have a reason to work harder.

Nomara :

hearing her mumbling all of that my Hart hurt as if a part of me was been grab hard. I didn't felt like crying but, I could hear my loud sobbing, so loud that my ears hurt, I couldn't stop even though I wanted to stop. when I started to cray I hear a melody that for some reason I could recognize. my mind started to blackout like a soft wave covering both of my eyes in such a sweet and kind way that I went to sleep.

nomara:

I woke up in the middle of the night... I just started at the ceiling, remembering my past self, remembering how my best friend killed me... know how the situation was and thinking carefully, it wasn't his fault, I had to die that day.

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( february 13)

(2 life before: year 2018)

(flashback)......

{?}

"come on over here!...hurry up or else you will be an old man"

{said a mysterious young man}

{?}

"why are u so slow?..my grandma can do better .".jajaj"..I can't believe that I'm your friend"

{?}

" lion why is it that you still willing to leave as if nothing had happened?"

{lion}

" what do you mean? do l look like that is that it?"

{said the young man whose name is lion}

{?}

" no...it just that, you're always so calmed and positive, in situations so miserable..that it's truly morvoluse"

{?}

"it's not like I'm saying your morvoluse or anything, I'm just saying that your eyes always seem hopeful. as if it's telling you that one day we will be out of this world and be in a better place rather than living like this"

{lion}

"what..? bro you saying that my eyes look good ..jajaj. I know what you're trying to say, my mother said the same thing before sh-..."

{lion stopped before saying anything else.}

{lion}

"for getting it, I understand, I have always had that same judgment by people, I never understood why though"

{?}

"lion lesson...I know you're not from this world and you had lived multiple personalities and live life's that ended the same way. look what I'm trying to say is that when something happens don't resent yourself and keep moving forward. promised me you will live for the both of us, "always remember your mission."

( end of flashback )

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(that was the only thing that kept me from breaking apart. having all those memories of my past makes me feel extremely anxious. I have been trying to find a way to see hope as if I could live a life of my own, and not running away every time I'm in danger. I couldn't think straight away feeling afraid of what the years may send me.

nomara though, and thought none stop of how she was going to live this life. her parents treated her whit everything they could afford. she was an only child, but in fact, that made her more important to her parents so they were extra careful wither. she's now 15 and her life was ok it was a normal life she had a friend who was always for her, she treated her like her own sister.)

woman:

hey, sweet wake up its time to go to school. Sofia is waiting for you in the leaving room she told me that today u need to be early. she didn't say why but she some nervous and she's usually not like that it worries me.

woman:

come on nomara it's almost 8 o'clock you have to have breakfast, if you don't wake up you're forcing me to wake you with cold water in your face, and that would be a shame. your dad will drop you on his way to work so you better be up, I will let Sofia know that you will be coming down.

nomara:

mom, I'm not in the mood so don't you dare drop cold water in my face. she said in a lazy voice. I will be up so tell dad to wait a little longer and let Sofia know that I didn't forget what day is today. you better make me a lunch box because I'm not having breakfast today. she said covering her face whit the blanket. mom plc tell Sofia I will be down in a moment, she said before her mother left.

(in the kitchen)

man:

why is nomara not coming down? is she sick. said a tall man sitting at the kitchen table. it's not like her to wake up late.

(The tall man who was sitting at the table ask her wife to let him talk to nomara but she said that it wasn't necessary because she was already down in the leaving room.)

woman:

you don't have to worry dear. she said smiling. Because shea already in the leaving room whit sofia.

man:

ohh, I don't hear her coming down the stairs. said the man whit both eyebrows up.

woman:

I guess it a habit of hers to be that silent when coming down the stairs. said the woman grabbing a glass of water.

man:

well, I do think that you know her more than I do. you're the mother after all. he said grabbing the keys to the car.

woman:

don't be ridiculous your her father it's not like I made her bay my own. she said whit a smile on her face. ohh, before you go will you pick up nomara after school I won't be able to pick her up.

man:

of course, but why can't you pick nomara? is it your boss again? the man asks. why are you the only one who has to do the hard work? it's not fair you should talk to him about it. he said with a deep voice.

woman:

it's not like that dear, she said. he needs all the help he can get and I'm her manager, I'm not going to lose my job just because I have a lot of work. I'm happy to help in all I can, and you know that.in the end, improving my work to him can make me the vice-president of the company.

man:

I know that, dear but it's not like your giving yourself a pause. he said. you're always helping even though you're the only one who's been doing all the work.

.

( mean wail)

Nomara:

did you bring what I asked you to bring?

it's Important that you did. she said. I didn't know if it will work, but it best to try. Sofia plc tell me you did if not it would work well without that piece.

Sofia:

yes, I did, how could I forget. she said. it's in my bag so that no one could see it. nomara are you sure this is the thing you need for it to work? I'm worried that it may not work as we expect it would. today is the only day that we can do this. if this feels they're no longer a second chance..she said whit a nervous voice.

nomara:

I know it will work, so don't be nervous. it would be a matter of time so before anything else, we have to slate a plan. if we want to do this today. I have an idea, you're going to tell my mom that I'm going to your place to study, she will believe it and let me stay, therefore we may have a chance to do it.

Sofia:

ok, I will tell your mom if you could go study at a may place. I have to admit that I'm not sure if this is a good idea. she got up from the sofa and walk to where Nomara's parents were.

( in the kitchen)

Sofia:

Miss. Jackson. said Sofia. I wanted to ask if nomara could go to my place to study for tomorrow's exam? I need to help her with some problems that she missed when she didn't when to school.

if that ok whit you both?

woman:

ohh, Sofia of course she may go to your place to study. if it for a school exam it's best to study, she needs help anyway.

( nomara's parents told Sofia that nomara could go to her place to study. Sofia told them that she was dropping nomara at 7 p.m. Nomara's mom told her that was okay. nomara grabbed her stuff and grabbed Sofia to the car where her father was already in.)

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( at school entrance)

nomara:

thanks, dad for dropping us. I will see you at home. she said waving to his car.

it almost times for her fists class to start.

nomara:

I will see you at the usual place. she said before leaving for her class, don't be late.

sofia:

ok, I will see you then. she waves at nomara.

( they both when to their classes time seems too slow. nomara in her class couldn't focus. sofia was also nervous and seem to be having trouble with the questions she's working on.

At the end of the first class, nomara started to felt someone was looking at her. she kept walking, but an awful sensation came to her and her body wouldn't move, as if she was paralyzed. she started to feel anxious she would move at all, she could hear her heavy breathing echoing in the hallways. to her surprise, a girl with beautiful blonde hair came to her and tap her shoulder and ask,

"are you okay?"

nomara was shocked by the contact she quickly ran out to the bathroom.

nomara instantly close the bathroom door, her body was trembling she could control herself, her vision was getting blurry, her mouth was waterless she could feel her head spinning.)

I finally found you number 4

Nomara:

how... are you?