The pack grounds are alive with energy as we make our way toward the clearing, the full moon high above us, casting everything in a silvery glow. My stomach knots tighter with every step, my bare feet brushing against the cool grass, and the weight of what’s coming presses down on me like a heavy blanket.
Ellie’s hand is firmly held by our mother as she steps forward, her movements graceful, the very picture of a Luna. She’s the one who matters. She’s the one everyone’s looking at. I’m just… well, I’m just here.
And there’s Dad. He’s already giving Ellie away, offering her up to the Alpha like some kind of prize. He does it with a smile, and in the same breath, he’s gone. Like he wasn’t even there to begin with. Forgotten again. No surprise there. I’ve always known where I stand.
I’m left standing there, alone. But before I can get lost in the bitterness creeping up my chest, I feel Lucian’s familiar presence at my side.
"You good?" His voice is light, teasing, but there’s an edge of concern I can hear underneath.
I manage a small, tight smile. "Oh, yeah. Peachy. Living the dream."
Lucian chuckles and links his arm through mine, steering me toward the center of the gathering, where the Alpha stands tall and unmovable, his arms crossed. His piercing gaze sweeps over the crowd, his presence commanding attention without a single word.
Lucian glances at me, his usual grin playing at the edges of his mouth. "You nervous?"
I give him a sidelong look, fighting the butterflies fluttering in my stomach. "What, you think I’m nervous about getting naked and turning into a wolf in front of the entire pack?" I raise an eyebrow. "Nah. Totally fine."
Lucian snorts. "You’re gonna have to get used to that, you know. In this pack, nudity is a pretty big part of it. Might as well start getting comfortable now."
I stare at him, disbelief making me pause. "So, you’ll just strip off whenever you feel like calling your wolf? Regardless of who’s about?"
He shrugs nonchalantly, a glint of humor in his eyes. "Hey, that’s pack life. It’s all about comfort, and trust me, you’ll get used to it. Besides," he adds with a wink, "no one’s gonna care. Everyone here’s just waiting to see the wolves."
"Right," I mutter, trying not to sound too sarcastic. "Not awkward at all."
We reach the clearing, and I must admit, it’s awe-inspiring. The entire pack is gathered in a semi-circle, the full moon casting an almost mystical light over them. The ground is soft beneath my feet, but the tension in the air is thick enough to cut with a knife.
The Alpha, Ryker, stands at the center of the clearing, his deep blue gaze intense. The moment we arrive, he raises his voice, projecting to the crowd.
"Tonight, we honor two of our own, Raine and Elliana. As they step forward to join this pack, to serve and protect, we recognize their place among us. The moon has chosen them, and with that, we welcome them into the fold. Tonight, the bond that will guide our pack’s future is revealed, an unbreakable connection forged by the very forces that govern us all."
Ellie steps forward, her eyes shining with that mixture of excitement and pride. She looks every bit the part of the Luna she’s destined to be, beautiful, poised, all grace and elegance. As expected, she removes her clothes with the same quiet elegance, and the pack’s eyes follow her every move.
I hesitate for a moment. The air feels colder than it should, and I can’t help but glance down at the ground, avoiding eye contact. I know what’s coming. I know what this is. But that doesn’t mean it’s any less terrifying.
Lucian’s arm tightens around mine, and I glance at him. His smile is gone now, replaced by a quiet understanding. "You’re not alone," he says softly. "You’ve got this."
I nod, taking a deep breath, and remove my own clothes, trying not to focus on the pack’s eyes on me. I feel exposed, vulnerable, but that’s part of it, isn’t it? The bond with the pack. The shift.
Ellie shifts first, her transformation smooth and graceful. Her white wolf, small but proud, her fur shimmering under the moonlight. The pack murmurs, admiring her.
Then it’s my turn.
As the shift begins, a wave of pain washes over me, a brief but intense burning sensation as my bones snap and realign. My skin tingles as fur sprouts from beneath the surface, and I let out a strained gasp.
My wolf bursts forth, small and sleek, with dark, midnight fur. Her eyes are a warm brown, and I can already feel the difference.
I can feel everything, hear every breath, every heartbeat. The world sharpens, the air crisper and more defined, like my senses have been cranked up to an impossible degree. The scent of earth and pine, the sharp tang of the night air, the faintest rustle of leaves—everything is vivid, overwhelming. My vision expands, colors brighter and more defined, as I take in every detail. The world feels… alive, pulsing with energy that I can now see and taste. The shift is disorienting, but beneath it all, there’s a raw power that makes me feel more connected to everything around me than I’ve ever been.
The pack watches, some nodding, others murmuring, but it’s clear what we both are. Omegas.
The Alpha steps forward, his gaze sweeping over both of us, lingering just a little too long on me. The air shifts, heavy with unspoken expectations. The silence that follows feels like it stretches on forever, the weight of it pressing down on my chest.
And yet, all I can focus on is the quiet thrum of my wolf at my side. We’re here. Together. And maybe that’s all I need to keep going.
Ryker stands at the front, his powerful figure commanding the attention of everyone around him. His gaze flickers over to Ellie and me, and then he raises his arm, signaling the start of the run.
"Run," he orders, his voice a low rumble that sends a shiver through the pack.
Without hesitation, the rest of the pack shifts. There’s a sudden burst of movement, bones cracking, fur erupting from skin, and one by one, the wolves emerge from the crowd. The sharp, tangy scent of their shifting fills the air, and within seconds, the clearing is filled with the sound of paws hitting the earth.
I run. The world around me is a blur of rich scents—pine, earth, the scent of the pack—all mixed with the raw, electrifying rush of the hunt. I feel my pulse quicken, my limbs propelling me forward.
As the pack scatters, each wolf finds its own path, tearing through the trees in different directions. The initial rush is chaotic, with wolves darting and weaving around each other, but the thrill is undeniable. The call to run, to be free, fills the air.
The forest becomes a blur, my wolf’s instinct driving me forward. The air is thick with the pack’s presence, every sound and scent amplified. The earth beneath my paws trembles as we surge through the woods, the rhythm of our collective movement like an ancient heartbeat.
But then, as we continue to run, something shifts inside me. My wolf grows more restless, her senses becoming hyper-aware, focused only on the Alpha ahead. I catch sight of Ryker cutting through the trees, his massive form a beacon of power and authority. The bond between us pulses, stronger than anything I’ve felt before. My wolf wants him. Needs him.
The chase continues, but I’m not really running anymore. My wolf has taken over completely, locked on Ryker, the Alpha, with a single, consuming thought: mate. It’s like a primal magnet, a pull that’s too strong to ignore. My paws hit the earth with wild abandon, and everything else fades away. My world is him.
But then, the sound of a wolf’s growl splits the air.
My mother.
I see her figure emerge from the trees, her eyes locked on me, a look of sharp anger and fear twisting her features. She’s coming at me with purpose, and before I can react, she tackles me to the ground, pinning me in the dirt.
I fight, growling in frustration, but my wolf is too strong, too focused on Ryker. I snap my teeth at her, but she holds me down, and I’m too dazed, too consumed by the connection to even care.
A cold voice reaches my ears, another woman’s voice.
A figure steps from the shadows, not a wolf, but a woman, a witch. She’s tall, draped in dark cloaks that swirl around her like she’s part of the night itself. Her eyes gleam with knowledge, and she surveys the scene with a mix of unease and calculation. She’s seen what’s happening. She knows what this is.
"She’s already locked on him," the witch, Nessie, says quietly, her voice laced with regret. "This is what was meant to happen."
"No," my mother snaps, her voice sharp with desperation. "It cannot be."
I struggle beneath her, my wolf thrashing in the dirt, but my body won’t obey. I can’t make myself move the way I want. I can barely even see clearly, my focus all but gone except for Ryker, his form like a magnetic force in the distance.
The witch hesitates, looking from me to my mother. "You cannot undo this. It’s a mate bond, a bond between souls. It will destroy her, her wolf will be torn apart. You can’t control the bond, not like this."
But my mother only grits her teeth, her gaze cold. She’s already made her choice. "I’ve paid you for this, Nessie. You will do as I say."