Sophia There was no way I could tell them about what happened in the poetry fanatics meeting! Not when I wasn't sure what I was feeling currently. My emotions have been all over the place since the night of the ball. I have come to accept them as my mates, but what after that? My body won't stop pumping adrenaline and all of it has been rushing to my face since these past few days. The reason behind it is the most ridiculous. It's the proximity, the memories, the moments...it's them. 'Badump' Not now. First, my heart starts racing as if it's making an appearance that it's there in my chest, and then it terrifies me that it's in my chest. It goes to pounding from racing, making my breathing abnormal, my body jiggly, my knees weak and my lips shut tight to prevent the ungrateful so

