13 Sean I wake up with Jules in my arms, tightly curled up against my chest. He looks so peaceful like this, so happy. I eye my alarm and see that we’ve got another hour before it’ll go off. I tighten my arms around Jules a little and he lets out a soft sound, pushing his head against my chest and it makes my heart beat a little faster. Just that small movement, showing his trust, it sets off all sorts of things inside me. He’s been through so much, but he still trusts me... I close my eyes again, not ready to get out of bed just yet. The alarm wakes me up next, the incessant beeping coming through the comfortable dream I had. Why? Why now? I was about to kiss Jules in my dream. I reach out and snooze the alarm. “Sean?” Jules’ voice is rough with sleep. “We’ve got nine more minutes.

