10 Jules What happened? What the f**k just happened? Everything seemed to be going so well. Sean even looked interested in, you know, doing more... And then he ran off. Drugs? What drugs? I don’t do drugs. Like, not ever. It’s not for me, I don’t want to get involved with that. I watch Sean stalk off, his broad shoulders, which made me feel so safe just hours ago, now sloped, dejected. I hurt him, I hurt him really badly and... Wait! Fuck. I turn, almost kicking the wall. Of course. Fuck. f*****g f**k. When I was out for a ‘cigarette’, I actually drank blood from one of the guys I was dancing with. He’s a donor, just not exclusive to a single vampire, like Lance was for me. I was thirsty and thought that maybe getting some untainted blood in me would help clear out some of this c

