The week following Dr. Levent’s appointment was tense. Selin could feel her family closing in, their concern morphing into something more controlling. Gönül Hanım called every morning. Haldun Bey showed up unannounced. Even distant relatives suddenly had reasons to “drop by.”
“They’re building a case,” Murat observed one evening as Selin paced the apartment. “Documenting every strange thing you do. Every conversation you have with me.”
“So what do I do? Stop talking to you?”
“Would you?”
“No.”
“Then we need to be smarter about it.”
But being smart was exhausting. Selin found herself constantly performing—acting “normal” when anyone was around, suppressing the urge to respond to Murat, pretending the temperature drops were just drafts.
The breaking point came when Kerem knocked on her door one evening.
“Hey,” he said, looking uncomfortable. “Can we talk?”
Selin let him in. Murat immediately materialized beside them, arms crossed.
“What’s up?” Selin asked, though she already knew. She could see it in Kerem’s face—the concern, the pity, the conviction that he was doing the right thing.
“Selin, I’m worried about you. We all are. And I… I talked to Dr. Levent.”
The temperature in the room plummeted. Murat’s presence became almost visible in its intensity.
“You did what?” Selin’s voice was dangerously quiet.
“I was concerned! You’re talking to someone who isn’t there. You’re isolating yourself. Your family is scared—”
“So you went behind my back to my therapist? Do you know that’s a violation of—”
“I’m not your patient, Selin. I can talk to whoever I want. And Dr. Levent agreed that your behavior is concerning.”
“Get out.”
“Selin—”
“Get. Out.”
Kerem hesitated, then left. The moment the door closed, Murat exploded.
“I’m going to haunt that man for the rest of his life. Every creak, every shadow, every unexplained cold spot—”
“Murat, stop.”
“He has no right—”
“I know! But making his life hell won’t help us. It’ll just give them more ammunition.”
Murat’s presence paced the room—or whatever the ghost equivalent of pacing was. “So what do we do? They’re going to try to institutionalize you.”
“Then we leave. Like we planned.”
“When?”
“Tonight.”
The decision hung in the air between them. It was reckless, impulsive, probably a terrible idea. But staying was no longer an option.
“I’ll pack,” Selin said, already moving to the bedroom.
“Where will we go?”
“Does it matter? Anywhere but here.”
“Your family will look for you.”
“Let them.”
By midnight, Selin had packed a single bag. Clothes, documents, cash she’d been saving. She left a note for her parents—brief, apologetic, but firm. She needed space. She’d contact them when she was ready.
“Ready?” Murat asked as she stood at the door.
Selin took one last look at the apartment—the home she’d shared with Murat before he died, the place where he’d returned to her. So many memories. So much pain and joy mixed together.
“Ready,” she said.
And together—one living, one not—they stepped into the unknown.