~Tobias~ I've been by Roxanna's bedside all night and day, I slept in the damn chair but I didn't want to leave Roxanna, not after what happened last time. My mom and dad wanted me to go home, but I couldn't, I knew she'd be out for the night but I just couldn't leave her. I have to stay to protect her, to care for her, to make sure she's ok, I don't want her alone when she wakes up. She looked ill and fragile before but now....she's also got a chest drain in because her lungs are practically swimming, her arms are stitched up so much, IV's, blood transfusion, NG-tube the lot it just made her look like a tiny fragile porcelain doll, and I just felt like I have to protect her from everything. The press was swarming the room yesterday, it took me, Theo, Hanna and Connor to chase them out,

