It took every ounce of self-control that I possessed not to send the phone flying through the air, and preferably through a window so that I would have been able to hear the satisfying sound of something breaking. There were no words to explain how upset I was, no words to explain how badly I wanted to kill someone, to take my feelings out on someone so that they would feel the way that I was feeling. I knew that it wasn’t going to make anything better, but that didn’t make me want to do it any less. I couldn’t believe what she had said, what she had done. Did she think that all of this was a joke? That it was some trick for us to find her? In the beginning it had been, but now, it was about more than that. I was willing to leave her alone for the rest of her life if it meant that I wo

