Morning Before School

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The train smelled like wet jackets, old coffee, and exhaustion. Aaliyah stood wedged between a woman holding grocery bags and a man asleep against the subway pole, his head jerking every few seconds with the movement of the train. Nobody spoke. Nobody smiled. The only sounds were the screech of metal against tracks and the muffled voice announcing the next stop through broken speakers. She tightened her grip on the overhead rail. Four stops left. Her reflection stared back at her through the scratched train window. Hoodie pulled up. Tired eyes. Earbuds in even though no music played. She looked like everyone else riding downtown before sunrise. Invisible. Usually, she liked it that way. The train lurched hard, and somebody cursed under their breath nearby. Aaliyah barely reacted. She had been taking this same route for years. She knew exactly which turns shook the train hardest and which stations smelled like smoke no matter what season it was. Routine. That was Brooklyn’s favorite trap. It made people stop imagining more for themselves. Her phone buzzed in her pocket. SIMONE: You alive? Aaliyah smiled faintly despite herself. AALIYAH: Unfortunately. Three dots appeared instantly. SIMONE: Drama already? It’s 7 in the morning. AALIYAH: Rent week. The typing bubble disappeared. Then: SIMONE: I’m buying you chips today. Aaliyah shook her head softly. That was Simone. She couldn’t fix problems, but she always tried to make them smaller. The train finally pulled into the station near school. The doors opened with a sharp ding, and the crowd poured out together like water escaping a broken pipe. Outside the station, the cold hit harder. Aaliyah shoved her hands into her hoodie pockets and started walking toward Jefferson Academy. Calling it an academy made it sound fancier than it was. The building itself looked tired. Cracked concrete steps. Rust around the side doors. Windows that never seemed fully clean. Students gathered outside in clusters, laughing too loudly or scrolling through their phones before first period. Some kids looked half asleep. Others already looked angry at the world. Aaliyah slipped through them quietly. “Aaliyah!” She turned just in time for Simone Reyes to nearly crash into her. Simone wore ripped jeans under her oversized school jacket, curly hair pulled into a messy puff, hoop earrings catching the morning light. She always moved like the city belonged to her. “You walk too fast,” Simone complained dramatically. “You’re late.” “I’m fashionably struggling.” “That’s not a thing.” “It is in Brooklyn.” Aaliyah laughed under her breath, and Simone pointed immediately. “There it is,” she said proudly. “That’s the smile I was looking for.” Aaliyah rolled her eyes, but the heaviness in her chest eased a little. Simone linked their arms as they climbed the school steps. “So,” Simone said casually, “did you finish the essay?” Aaliyah froze slightly. “Yeah.” “And?” “And what?” “And are you gonna stop acting like your writing isn’t insane?” Aaliyah looked away immediately. “It’s just an essay.” Simone made an offended sound. “You literally write like those books people cry over.” “It’s schoolwork.” “No,” Simone corrected. “It’s talent. Big difference.” Aaliyah hated conversations like this. Not because she didn’t appreciate Simone believing in her. But because hope felt dangerous. People who hoped too much ended up disappointed hardest. Inside the building, the hallways buzzed with noise. Lockers slammed open and shut. Teachers shouted reminders from classroom doors. Somebody somewhere was playing music from their phone loud enough for the whole floor to hear. Aaliyah adjusted the strap of her backpack. The notebook inside suddenly felt heavier. They reached English class just before the bell rang. Mr. Dalton stood near the front of the room organizing papers into neat stacks. He was younger than most teachers, maybe early thirties, with rolled-up sleeves and tired eyes that somehow still looked awake. He actually paid attention. That alone made students respect him more than they admitted. As students filed in, his gaze lifted briefly toward Aaliyah. “Morning, Ms. Carter.” “Morning.” “You finish the assignment?” She nodded once. “Good,” he said simply. But something in the way he said it made her pause. Like he expected something from her. She slid into her seat near the window while Simone dropped dramatically into the desk beside her. “Today feels fake already,” Simone whispered. Aaliyah smirked faintly. Mr. Dalton waited until the room settled before speaking. “Essays on my desk,” he announced. Groans immediately filled the classroom. “That’s the reaction I expected,” he replied dryly. Students shuffled forward one by one to turn in papers. Aaliyah stayed seated until almost everyone else had gone. Her essay sat inside a thin blue folder. Twenty-three pages. Too much. She knew it was too much. The assignment had only required five. But once she started writing, she couldn’t stop. That happened sometimes. Words became the only place she didn’t feel trapped. Finally, she stood and walked to the front. Mr. Dalton took the folder, then paused. His eyebrows lifted slightly at the thickness. “You wrote all this?” Aaliyah immediately felt embarrassed. “It’s stupid,” she muttered. “I got carried away.” Instead of agreeing, he opened the first page. His eyes scanned the opening paragraph quickly. Then the room seemed to disappear around them. His expression changed. Not dramatically. Just enough. Aaliyah noticed anyway. “You wrote this last night?” he asked quietly. She shrugged. “Mostly.” Mr. Dalton looked back down at the paper. Then back at her. “You ever think about publishing?” Aaliyah almost laughed. “No.” “I’m serious.” “It’s just school stuff.” “No,” he said carefully. “It’s not.” The words hit harder than they should have. For a second, she didn’t know what to say. Nobody talked about her writing like that. Nobody talked about her like that. Before she could respond, another student interrupted asking about homework, and the moment disappeared. Aaliyah quickly returned to her seat. Simone leaned over immediately. “What happened?” “Nothing.” “You’re lying.” “He just asked about the assignment.” Simone narrowed her eyes suspiciously but let it go. Class began. Mr. Dalton lectured about structure, storytelling, and emotional honesty in writing, but Aaliyah barely heard any of it now. Because one sentence kept replaying in her head. You ever think about publishing? The idea felt ridiculous. People from Brooklyn didn’t become writers. Not real ones. Real writers lived in Manhattan apartments with coffee machines that probably cost more than their rent. Real writers didn’t worry about overdue utility bills. Real writers didn’t work weekend shifts at grocery stores. By lunchtime, the thought still hadn’t left her alone. She sat with Simone near the back staircase, their usual spot away from most people. Simone handed her a bag of chips dramatically. “As promised.” “You really bought these?” “You looked emotionally devastated this morning.” Aaliyah smiled despite herself. Then Simone leaned closer. “What did Dalton say?” Aaliyah hesitated. “He asked if I ever thought about publishing.” Simone nearly choked. “I KNEW IT.” “Lower your voice.” “No. Absolutely not. I’ve been saying this forever!” “It doesn’t mean anything.” “Yes, it does.” Aaliyah stared down at the chip bag in her hands. “That kind of stuff doesn’t happen for people like us.” Simone’s expression changed immediately. More serious now. “You gotta stop saying that.” “It’s true.” “No,” Simone said firmly. “It’s what this place teaches people to think.” Aaliyah didn’t answer. Because part of her hated how much she wanted Simone to be right. The final bell rang hours later. As students flooded out of classrooms, Aaliyah stopped at her locker. A folded paper slipped through the vents and landed near her shoes. Confused, she picked it up. It was a flyer. WRITING CONTEST — YOUNG VOICES OF NEW YORK Winner receives mentorship opportunity & publication feature. Submission deadline: Friday. Aaliyah stared at it. Then slowly looked down the hallway toward Mr. Dalton’s classroom. The door was open. And from across the crowded hall, he gave her a small nod. Like the flyer had come from him. Like he already believed she should enter. Aaliyah looked back down at the paper in her hands. For the first time in a long time, something unfamiliar moved quietly through her chest. Not confidence. Not yet. But maybe— Possibility.
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