Eva We are lying on the blanket talking. He gets this grin on his face because he just got me to admit that I'm his mate. All I know is that I can not compel my mates to do anything, but I can use spells to keep them from harming each other. Their attraction to me is genuine and not anything that I have control over, as hard as that is for me to accept, it appears that I must. Plus, I do find myself caring for and thinking about these guys, so there is a love there. Why is it such a big deal to him that I'm his mate, though? I guess it's cool to find a significant other, but this whole situation is just bizarre. I make a living writing mostly about strange and unusual things. Come to find out, I, myself, might just be the most strange and unusual of all. Yet I can't write about it, not u

