Eva
I wake up before sunrise with this all too familiar pressure in my stomach and pulsing between my legs. Eric and Sam stayed gone all night. I don't see Vincent, he must be in his studio. I have to take care of myself before the haze hits me.
I feel my cheeks, they're burning. Not from a fever, I wish, but from desire. I need a cold shower and to fast. I get up and rush into the bathroom. I have to do something. I'm not a slave to lust and desire, but it sure feels that way. I go into the shower to start the water. I step back and slip my nightgown off as I let the cool water flow over my body. I close my eyes and just focus on the feeling.
It's like cool ribbons of silk being pulled over my hot skin. It's sensual and verging on erotic. My hands follow the trails of the droplets. I m
