Chapter 20 - Answers for Elsie
The Fault in Our Stars was perfect. I had never cried so much in my life, but it was pure perfection. Wes had been pretty amazing, too. He never ran out of tissues and kept his arm around me the whole time.
I didn't sleep much that night, though. There was this pressure on my chest, squeezing my lungs together and making it hard to breathe. Who was I becoming? I wasn't the girl who dated two guys just because she wanted them - hell, I hardly dated guys at all. So why, then, was it so hard to decide between Grayson and Wes? I was being selfish, I knew that, and yet I couldn't stand the thought of letting one go.
I laid there, staring at the ceiling, stomach churning. At first, I thought it was the guilt eating away at me; I sure had plenty to feel guilty ab
