(April’s POV)
Did I want to?
That question had been haunting me since the other day when my Dad first asked it. Sure, we went around and around on the topic, but I couldn’t make a choice. There was always some reason for or against it.
I mean, how would that even work? It’s not like I have some sort of direct line to Selene or anything. H*ll I don’t even know how or why she showed up that day to begin with. I wasn’t even praying or anything. She just kind of showed up.
Or she was following me around for some unfathomable reason.
The question is, how do I get her to come back? If I want to even try and undo any of this, don't I need a clue as to how? I need some sort of idea of where to start, at least. One thing's for sure, she ain't about to make this sh*t easy for me at this point
