Chapter 18: The Committee

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Serah caught up with him in the corridor outside the training hall. It was a weird moment—neither of them was supposed to be there, which made Kael notice her even before she started talking. The morning light slipped in, pale and washed out, through the high windows. Up here, the Order always looked spotless and distant, nothing like the damp grey mornings in the Underquarter. He still thought of that place as home, probably more often than he should. "Walk with me," she said, already moving down the hall. He fell in beside her, partly because her voice sounded off—less precise than usual, more careful somehow. They walked without talking for a long time, passing officers busy with their routines. Somewhere below there was the faint echo of a drill. The whole place moved on as if nothing out of the ordinary was happening, while Serah seemed to fight with herself about how much she was willing to say. "My father left for an unscheduled committee session this morning," she said finally, once they'd put enough space between themselves and the main corridor. "Closed-door. No agenda on the board. That never happens—even for secret meetings, they use some vague title. I checked. Twice.” "That’s unusual?" "In my experience, it's unheard of." She kept her eyes straight ahead, voice steady, but Kael caught the strain in it. “I watched him leave. I’ve seen my father annoyed. Tired. Even bored stiff, though he’d always try to hide that—said it wasn’t dignified for someone at his rank. But afraid? Never. Not once. Until this morning.” Kael just let that sit between them. He understood what it cost her to admit that, not because she doubted her father’s ability, but because seeing him scared meant something bigger was going on—big enough to break through the control he’d always shown. And she had no idea what. "I can’t prove it’s tied to Low-Gate 9," she said. "I want you to know that. I’m guessing. The timing fits—the reclassification, the extended review, all of this landing during a stretch when he’s gone quiet about certain committee stuff.” She blew out a breath, not quite covering her frustration. “I hate guessing. I’d rather have proof. But right now? I don’t, just a father who looked like he was heading somewhere he really didn’t want to go.” “You think he knows something?” “I think he’s part of it,” she said quietly. “And that’s not the same thing. That’s the part I’m having trouble with.” He saw her jaw go tight for a second. He’d gotten better at reading her tells—the way you read the tension in a frayed rope. “All my life, I’ve believed the Order does hard things for good reasons. Secretive, yes, restrictive, controlling—fine. I’ve accepted all of it, because I trusted the people making those calls. I still do, mostly. But now I can’t tell if my father is on the side making the decisions, or if he’s suddenly one of the people they’re being made about.” Kael recognized that feeling—he’d seen it in Orin, too. Not rebellion exactly. Just the first c***k, where loyalty and personal experience stopped lining up. “You told me once to be careful who I asked about old cases,” he said, quieter now. “Was that about him?” She hesitated. “It was bigger than just him,” she said. “But yes. He was part of it.” Kael thought a moment, weighing his next words. “Does the phrase ‘Corps assets’ mean anything to you?” He watched her closely, waiting for any flicker on her face. For a split second, Serah’s expression locked up. Not the blank confusion of someone hearing something just plain new. More like she’d slammed a door on whatever wanted to show. “Where did you hear that?” she asked. Very controlled. “Does it mean something?” “I asked first.” He met her gaze. “I honestly don’t know if it means anything. Found it on something old, and it sat near a couple other things I’ve been trying not to assume are connected.” She didn’t say anything right away. Something flickered behind her eyes, but he couldn’t tell if it was recognition or just surprise at hearing an odd old term out of nowhere. He forced himself not to draw any conclusions. “I’m not confirming anything I’m not sure of,” she said. “I don’t want to lie to you, and I’m not going to act like I understand something I don’t. So I won’t say anything. You’ll have to live with that.” “Fair enough.” “It’s not, really.” She almost smiled, a little rueful thing that vanished just as fast. “But it’s all I’ve got.” Neither of them pressed for more. Kael understood, watching her pull herself back together, standing straight and precise like she always did. Whatever just passed between them, that was as much as their trust could carry for now—not because it was fake, but because it was too new to bear any more weight. “I should go,” Serah said, already turning away. “My father’s session will end soon. I want to be somewhere normal when he comes out.” “If you find out anything?” She paused longer than he expected, eyes on the window, on that pale, grey light. “If I decide it’s something you need to know, I’ll tell you. That’s the best I can do.” She left before he could answer, straightening herself into the same deliberate stride she always used, like the past several minutes hadn’t happened at all. Kael stayed in the corridor, turning their whole conversation over and over. Toren’s comment in the margin, his own denied archive request, and now this: a blank look from Serah that could have meant everything or nothing. He couldn’t say. He forced himself to live with that, just like he’d been doing all along. Three threads now, each in someone else’s hands. His, running to his family and a mark he never asked for. Toren’s, leading to a family archive missing too much. Serah’s, winding back to a father who went into a closed-door meeting looking terrified. None of the threads touched yet. He couldn’t decide—standing there in that quiet corridor—if they ever would, or if all this was just the tangled grief and suspicion of three separate people, dressed up as a history that didn’t exist. But he couldn’t pretend it was just nothing, either. Not anymore.
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