TESSA’S POV These past few days have been very frustrating. I know I should have prepared for this phase when I decided to let my emotions control my decision, but I never thought it would all get this tight and confusing. I think Adrian already knows I was trying to create space between us because he has been a bit distant since this morning. I was not sure if I had made the right decision by giving each other space because I hadn't been myself since he started distancing himself from me. My heart churned at the possibility that he might not do anything to claim me and the kids legally. I hate to admit it, but I have grown to love Adrian so much that I don't even know if it makes sense to be this deeply in love with someone else's husband. The more I think about it, the more I hate

