(Zyrie) Clyde already left the house and I decided not to go to the campus today, I do not have the energy to look on corpse and start practicing stitches to operate some humans, that my own wounds cannot be healed by any scientific processes and what could be learn in school. I just stayed in my room the whole day, playing on the television that in fact, I cannot focus on watching or am I still hearing things correctly. My mind is flying all around and I was like a coin spinning, no one could ever know which side would show up. I grabbed some chips on the counter table inside my room, I opened it and a can of soda. Mom is not here to nag me on how unhealthy these things, and I am happy that I can finally have some time for myself. I keep on making myself busy, baking cookies after Clyd

