(Zyrie) I am now here in front of our house, standing and staring if I could really enter from here. I felt like I do have a negative energy coming from unluckiness and I cannot step any further as I can right now. I see my friends were entering the house without of course permission coming from my dad, I see that the lights inside were close and dimmed that is why we are guessing that dad is not here right now. Aubrey first entered the house, followed by Cheen and I am not sure the reason of why the two guys were here with us. I saw Aubrey nodded at me and calling me with her hand, I just smiled and signed my hand telling them to go inside first. I do not have the confidence, I feel like I am the worst daughter in the world as I kept doing bad things to my own father, to my one and onl

