CHAPTER EIGHT - Too Convincing
1266 Words
Naomi’s POV
The door clicked shut behind me, and for a second, I just stood there.
My room felt smaller than usual. Too quiet. Too still.
I dropped my bag on the chair and leaned back against the door, pressing my palms flat against the wood like it might steady me.
That brunch had gone… well. Too well.
Which was the problem.
I replayed everything in my head:
Lucas answering my mom’s questions without missing a beat.
The way he said “Yeah. We are.” like it wasn’t even a performance.
The look in my mom’s eyes when she hugged him.
She liked him.
Not “this-boy-seems-nice” liked him.
Not “thanks-for-playing-along” liked him.
She believed him.
I slid down until I was sitting on the floor, my back still against the door.
This wasn’t how this was supposed to go.
The agreement had been simple:
Fake dating.
Clean boundaries.
Temporary solution.
But nothing about today had felt fake.
I heard movement in the living room—Lucas’s footsteps, the soft sound of him setting something down, probably his keys.
My chest tightened at the thought of him standing out there alone.
Why did that even matter?
I stayed in my room longer than necessary, changing into an oversized hoodie I didn’t need and tying my hair up just to give myself something to do.
When I finally opened my door, he was in the kitchen, leaning against the counter with a glass of water.
He looked up when he heard me.
“Hey,” he said quietly.
“Hey.”
There was a pause.
It's not awkward.
Not comfortable, either.
Just… loaded.
I walked over and grabbed my own glass, filling it at the sink. I could feel him watching me, even when I kept my eyes on the stream of water.
“My mom texted,” I said. “She said she got home safely.”
He nodded. “Good. That’s… good.”
Another pause.
Then he said, “She really likes you.”
I laughed softly. “She always has.”
He smiled faintly. “No, I mean… she really likes us.”
My fingers tightened slightly around the glass.
“Yeah,” I said. “I noticed.”
I leaned back against the counter, facing him.
“You scared me today,” I admitted.
He frowned. “How?”
“When you answered her question. About how long we’ve been together.”
He looked thoughtful, not defensive. “I didn’t mean to.”
“I know. You were just… confident. Natural. Too good at it.”
He let out a quiet breath. “You wanted me to hesitate?”
“No,” I said quickly. “I just—”
I stopped myself, shaking my head. “Never mind.”
He didn’t let it go.
“No,” he said gently. “Finish that.”
I met his eyes.
“I just don’t want this to get messy.”
His jaw tightened a little.
“It already is,” he said quietly.
The truth of that landed between us.
I crossed my arms loosely, more for comfort than attitude.
“We agreed on boundaries,” I reminded him. “This was supposed to be a role we turn off when we get home.”
He nodded. “I know.”
“Then why did it feel like you meant everything you said today?”
He didn’t answer immediately.
He took a step closer, stopping just short of my personal space.
“Because I did,” he said. “Just not in the way you’re thinking.”
My heart did something stupid.
“What way am I thinking?” I asked.
“That I’m confusing this for something it’s not.”
I swallowed.
“Aren’t you?”
His gaze softened. “Are you?”
The question hit too close to something I didn’t want to name.
I looked away first.
“This is a bad idea,” I murmured.
“Which part?”
“All of it.”
Silence stretched.
Then, softly, “Do you want to stop?”
I looked back at him.
Really looked.
He wasn’t teasing.
He wasn’t pushing.
He was giving me an out.
And somehow, that made it harder.
“No,” I said.
He let out a breath that sounded like relief.
“Me neither.”
We stood there, close enough that I could feel the warmth of him, the steady calm of his presence.
This was dangerous territory.
“So,” I said lightly, trying to shift the mood. “Guess your performance passed.”
He smiled. “High praise.”
“My mom hugged you,” I added. “That’s basically a blessing.”
“Should I be scared?”
“Absolutely.”
We both laughed quietly.
The tension didn’t disappear, but it softened.
“I meant what I said earlier,” I told him. “Thank you. For today. For not making it weird.”
“I wasn’t trying not to,” he said. “I just… didn’t want to disappoint you.”
My chest tightened again.
“You wouldn’t,” I said softly.
Our eyes held.
Too long.
The air changed.
I took a step back first.
“Okay,” I said, forcing a smile. “Ground rules. Still in effect. No emotional overthinking.”
He nodded. “No emotional overthinking.”
“Good,” I said. “Because I’m exhausted and my brain is being dramatic.”
He smiled. “Same.”
I turned toward my room.
“Goodnight, Lucas.”
“Goodnight, Naomi.”
I closed my door and leaned against it again, heart racing for no logical reason.
This was still fake.
It had to be.
But deep down, I knew the problem wasn’t that the act was too convincing.
It was that I wasn’t sure it was an act anymore.
I pressed my forehead against the door this time, eyes closing.
Get it together, Naomi.
I could still hear him in the kitchen, the faint sound of the tap running, the cupboard door opening and closing. Normal sounds.
Ordinary roommate things.
Why did everything feel different now?
I walked over to my bed and sat down slowly, staring at my hands like they might have answers. My fingers were still slightly tense, like they hadn’t realized yet that the moment was over.
This was exactly what I’d been afraid of.
Not that Lucas would mess up in front of my mom.
Not that the lie would get exposed.
Not even that things would get awkward between us.
But that it would start to feel… real.
He hadn’t crossed any lines.
Neither of us had.
And somehow, that made it worse.
Because the feelings were building quietly, politely, the way something dangerous sneaks up on you without setting off alarms.
I thought about the way he’d looked at me when he asked if I wanted to stop.
Not hopeful.
Not manipulative.
Just steady. Honest.
He meant it.
That should have made me feel safer.
Instead, it made my chest ache.
I pulled my hoodie sleeves over my hands and lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
Six months.
That was the deal.
This wasn’t forever.
It wasn’t a love story.
It wasn’t anything serious.
So why did the idea of it ending already feel like a loss?
I squeezed my eyes shut.
This was still fake.
It had to be.
But deep down, I knew the problem wasn’t that the act was too convincing.
It was that I wasn’t sure it was an act anymore.
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