Be Mine

The Apology

The weather is so bad. It has been raining non-stop since yesterday night. My roof has started leaking too. I can't afford to change my apartment. My savings are going to run out soon. I have been working since i was 10 still i have saved nothing.

I sponsored my education by myself after highschool. In highschool i got a scholarship. I still want to study but i fail to secure a scholarship. My work routine is so hectic now i don't know if i am ever going to start my education again. My parents didn't even spend a single penny on me. Even though they could afford to. My father spent hundred and hundreds of dollars for his alcohol supply. On the other hand my mother was more concerned about paying her plastic surgeon.I have accepted the fact my parents don't give a single f**k about me but it still hurt.

I heard a knock. I dont remember inviting anyone. Who is crazy enough to come here? There is raining so much outside. I open the door to see it's Alex. He is all soaked and shivering.

"What are you doing here"

"Can i come in" He stuttered.

"Ofcourse Yes"

I made him sit on my sofa. I give him a towel. He needs new clothes too but i don't think have anything in his size. I think i have a shirt which i bought from the men's section. Don't judge me but i find men's clothes more comfortable than women's.

I should give him that. I hope it fits him.

I gave him the shirt to change into. When he was all warmed up i asked

"Care to explain what are you doing in my house all soaked up and how did you even find my house?"

"I came here to apologize"

"For what?"

"I shouldn't have did what i did messed with you and I made you quit so I'm really sorry and i want you to take your job back"

Oh my god this makes me so happy but I'm not going to take my job immediately i want to mess with him first let him have a taste of his medicine.

"I accept your apology but I'm not going to take my job back you have messed with me enough and i don't want to face that anymore" I replied.

His face fell "What should i do to make you take your job back i will do anything"

"Anything?"

"Yes anything"

"Why were you asking if i have a boyfriend or not" Why is he so interested. He didn't acknowledge we had a past and suddenly he heard i have a boyfriend he immediately start asking.

"Uhm i was jealous" He said scratching his head. Well this wasn't the reply i was expecting.

"Why"

"I myself don't know i couldn't bear to see you with anyone but me. Believe me I'm not going to do anything again just come back to work"

"One more thing"

"What"

"Why did you call me on Sunday"

"I wanted to spend time with you"

Is this guy crazy or what. He made me leave my bed on a Sunday just because he wanted to see me. I want to throw something on his head . I haven't done that yet. Next time he makes me angry and i will. I don't care he is my boss or not.

"Ok i will come back to work" His eyes instantly light up "And Ben is not my boyfriend he is just a friend"

"Really then why did you say he was your Boyfriend".

"I don't know" I shrugged my shoulders.

"I better get going" He said. I can still hear the rain and thunderstorm and it will too dangerous to drive in this weather.

"You can stay the night here" i said

"No no i will go I don't want to burden you"

"There is no burden my house may not be as grand and luxurious as yours but it will do. I have a spare mattress you can sleep on it"

After giving him everything, i went to my room i know my home is not up to his standards but we both know it's too dangerous to drive so he has to comprise. I didn't ask him to come here. He did on his own now he has to bear it. With these thoughts i drifted off to sleep.