Isabelle 's Wolf (completed)Book 1

Chapter 4

Sebastian's POV

I placed Gracie on my lap and started to do my work on her, when Isabelle  came in. Loki growled at me and left me to deal with my own mess. I looked at Gracie laughing at her face as Isabelle walked in. That's when I herd my beautiful mate "I Isabelle blackwood reject you Alpha Sebastian of the Star Night Pack as my mate". We both then looked at her feeling my anger  boiled up I lost it, I placed Gracie of off my lap and I walked toward Isabelle. Loki wasn't happy "you was going to reject her anyway" he growled at me and closed his eyes. "You think you can reject me don't make me laugh little wolf" it broke my heart to be mean to my mate but I had to. "I don't accept  your  rejection" she started to get ready to run when I held onto her arm  and walked towards my room. She started to pull back when she shouted at me "your hurting me" I had to stop I didn't want to hurt her.

 I saw my two best friends watching me in the hall and I shouted to make them move and they did. I pulled Isabelle over my  shoulders. We walked into my room and I placed her on to the bed and started pacing up and down my room. " why am I here you don't want me" Isabelle shouted I could hear the hurt in her voice it broke me. I had to keep it real I had to protect her. "no little wolf you are right I don't want you, I don't want a wolf that cant shift you are weak" I didn't mean it to sound so horrible, but it did I didn't mean it. All I wanted was her but I had to do it. She said  in a quite voice "reject me then" I can hear Loki in the back of my head crying he wanted his little wolf.  It killed me to rejected her it happened so fast and I said it, I walked out to see the boys watching me. They looked sad but I didn't want to deal with them right now. I walked into my office to find Gracie still here. "get out now" I shouted and she ran out.  

A few hours later my Beta and Delia came in and said that Isabelle was in her room and  I said thank you. I closed my eyes thinking of if I had done the right thing or not. "no you didn't" Loki pied up I just blocked him out. I fell asleep at my desk. 

The next day I was woke by Theo and Elijah shouting "they have gone" I didn't know who they were talking about unit Loki said it "Our mate has gone". I stood up and looked at both of them "where have they gone" Theo looked like he wanted to say something but didn't . "Theo what are you hiding" I shouted. "Emily and Isabelle went shopping" right I thought. Looking at both of them "3 hours ago and they haven't come back yet". That's when Jacob came in running shouting "Isabelle is missing" 

We found Emily at the mall by her self crying, not knowing where her friend was. "I tried to link her but she blocked  us out" Emily said whilst holding back the tears. Jacob held on to Emily as she cried. 

A few hours later everyone even her parents tried to call her.  Until she picked up for Theo who still had no luck, She wouldn't tell him where she was. That's when I tired, I don't look at my phone very offend I don't find the need in it. I looked thought my phone to find her number, I had every packs number in my phone in case I need to use it. I found it a pushed call, she didn't pick up so I left a messages. "Please wherever you are get in contact. Please we will come and get you. Please come home" I missed her and wanted her to come home. I regretted what I said to her I just wanted my mate back. I fell to the floor and started to break down, Loki had not spoken to me in  a few hours now. I cried and cried I started to shout " Am sorry am sorry".  I closed my eyes and started to whisper "I Alpha Sebastian accept Isabelle at my mate" I repeated it over and over.  That's when I heard her whisper "I Isabelle Blackwood of the Star Night Pack cut all ties to the Star Night Pack". I felt the bond break, I felt her pain, I don't know what to do I was a mess. that's when Elijah and Theodore run in to see me curled in a ball on the floor. They picked me up and took me to my room. I herd Theo saying " we will find her Seb" 

After a few days of searching we were unable to find her, she was gone. I wasn't to fit to run the pack so Elijah and Theo ran the pack whilst everyone was searching for Isabelle. 

Isabelle's POV a few days later. 

Once I woke up I realised who was talking to me whilst I slept. I had finally spoke to my wolf, I was so happy. I walked towards a town and found a hotel I still had some money to pay for a room. Once I was given a key I walked around to find my room. Once I found it I lay on the bed, I missed my pack, my home, and even him my mate. " better check my phone" I say as I pulled it out of my bag looking at all of the messages, I saw all of the messages mostly were from Sebastian. 

I read them. 

"please where are you"

"am sorry come back"

"I accept I was a i***t " 

I started  crying closing my phone throwing it on the bed, I looked at my self with red eyes and my messy red hair I knew I needed a bath. I locked the door and walked into the bathroom, it was a lovely bathroom. Everything was white and neat, there was a bath in the middle of the room and shower in the corner. It reminded me a little of my own bathroom at the pack house. I turned on the taps and watched the bath fill. I herd my phone ring with a message. I looked at it and it was from Sebastian. I read it. 

"I know you have seen my messages, I need you to come home please. Our pack needed their Luna home".

 I started to cry again the phone went off again. 

"I need my Luna". 

With those words I cried again, why was he calling me Luna I wasn't  a Luna he rejected me. "He wants us back" Wolf said quietly. Am glad my wolf was talking to me but I didn't want to hear it, he broke my heart. "Our heart" My wolf whimpered. I got in the bath and started to relax, I had to turn off my phone because it kept going off.  I  fell asleep in the bath to be woken by a knock on my door, I got out and put on a dressing grown I found.  I opened the door to find a little old lady standing there with a tray of food. "thought you might be hungry my dear"  I bowed and start thank you. I took the tray into the room and looked to see what was there. 

After eating the chicken sandwich I had been given I turned on the telly. "maybe I should call Emily" I thought, I picked up my phone and looked to find her number. I pushed the number to ring, she picked up on the first ring. 

"Isabelle where are you I will come and find you" Emily shouted down the phone. "I am okay Emily". We talked for a little while. "how is he" I held back the tears. "In bits we haven't seen him in days, he has been hiding in his office or his bedroom"  she continued to "he is looking for you, they have been searching for you a lot, he is not happy when they come back empty handed".  We continued to talk, that's one I gave in and told her where I was. "You have to come by your self Emily please don't bring anyone", "what about Jacob can I bring him" I replayed  with a yes. 

Hours had passed and they were not here yet I was getting worried until  I saw a car pulling up the road. I knew it was them I jumped happily knowing they were here with me. They both got out of the car  and I ran towards them, hugging both of them I took them to where I had been staying.   

We spoke for hours and hours "come home" Jacob said " I can't he hates me and am scared" "He doesn't hate you he just wants you home he is sorry for what he had done to you" Emily looked at me as she says this. "We had to tell him that we were coming" I looked at both of them "why would you tell him". "He had to know why we were leaving the pack house". I nodded at them and asked "Will he come to get me" they both shrugged. "We have to go back" we all said goodbye to each other and they went. I knew he was coming to get me. 

I waited days and days and no sign of him, I knew he was coming but I didn't know when. I started to work at the hotel to earn some money, I bought some new clothes and shoes. I started my training again to get stronger, I was doing it by myself.  

Today I started to get dressed to go for a run when the little old lady stopped me as I was walking out. "Everything okay Mrs P" she nodded and gave me a letter. I thanked her. I put the letter towards my nose and all I  could smell him on it. I forgot about my run and walked up stairs, my wolf hasn't spoken to me since my friends had gone home. 

I opened  my letter and started to read it. 

Dear my little wolf,

Hello my love, I hope you are okay. I have been really busy with pack work and I am sorry that I haven't be able to pick you up. I wanted to write a letter to you to tell you how I feel.  I am so sorry for what I had done to you. I didn't want to reject you but I had to protect  you until you became stronger. 

I want you to be my Luna, when you are ready if you accept me as your mate I will be here waiting for you. 

I love you with all my heart. 

Sebastian 

I read the letter more then once over and over. "I want to run!" my wolf said which got me out of my day dream. "will it hurt" I looked at my self in the mirror  when she replied  "maybe I know you don't want to do it along call him to help us".  I thought about it for a little while and decided to call him. I picked up the phone and found his number. I waited for him to pick up. 

"hello Alpha Sebastian here" I don't think he looked at the caller ID. 

"hello?" I waited for Sebastian reply . 

"Isabelle are you okay are you ready for me to pick you but it will be a few hours" I knew if I had said no he would anyway. 

"I need your help with something" I waited

"what do you need my little wolf" 

I explained to him that I was ready to shift and told him how I was feeling but my wolf didn't want to come out without her mate help. He understood. 

"I will be there soon" he hung up. 

"Ae you happy now" I spoke to my wolf "yes thank you" she said. We haven't spoken abut her name or what she would look like. 

Sebastian POV

After the phone call I ran down to see the boys sitting there at the table. "I am leaving I  will be back in a few hours you are in charge" I pointed to both of the men sat the table. " yes sir" they both said. I got into the car and started to drive in the direction of Isabelle. I came to a small town about 2 hours away from the pack. "She has been so close how did we not find her" I said to my self. I haven't spoken to Loki in so long and I could feel him, he wasn't talking but I knew he was there. 

I walked into the little hotel all I could smell Isabelle, I walk towards to the desk to find out what her room was. An old lady stood in fount of me, "Can I help you" I smiled and looked at her "I am looking for Isabelle Blackwood" she nodded and said she way in room 5. I walked over to the door, I didn't know if I should knock or not.  I as so nerves, I opened the door slowly.  I saw her sitting on the bed with her eyes closed, the minute I walked in her eyes landed on me. Oh I have missed those eyes.  I started to walk towards her until she put her hand out to stop me. "She is still mad at you" Loki sat down. "wow who's awake now" I said to him. I looked at Isabelle she was still looking at me, I really wanted to kiss her but I knew it wasn't the right time. I was here to help her shift. 

"Hello Sebastian" I smiled at the way she said my name. "Hey little wolf".  We talked for about 2 hours before we went out of the hotel to find open space for her to shift. I looked around to see if anyone was around but we were good, I couldn’t see anyone.  “So little wolf this is going to hurt but it’s only one time it will hurt this much” she nodded at my words. I continue to talk “think about your wolf and what she would look like” 

It had been hours watching my mate in pain and there was nothing I could do but watch her.  

Isabelle's father had come with Theo and Elijah and a few others. " she cant shift help her" I said to her father  and went running towards his daughter. " Hello father", "hello Isabelle how can I help", "she wont come out and I don't know why" , "I think I know why Alpha please come here" I walked over to see what was going on. "So how can you help her", " I cant but you can, you need to accept  her back into the pack. Her wolf doesn't want to be a rouge". Wow is that the only reason she doesn't want come out my poor little wolf. "Its your fault she does " Loki said "hurry up I want to hold my mate".   I didn't know what to say I wanted to hold her so much as well. I wanted her to be happy and I know she will be mad at me. 

She started to walk over to be and placed her hand on my face to take me out of my day dream. " shift with me" I smile " I Alpha Sebastian accept  you Isabelle back into the Star Night Pack" She closed her eyes feeling all of the links and bounds come back. She pulled my hand as we walked towards the woods, we was alone.  Before I could say what I wanted to she cut me off " I love you, you are my other half I was born to be yours, I hope you understand its going to take time for me to forgive for you cheating. but I will" I was about to say "And I" she's cuts me off by putting her finger on my lips. It felt my whole world had stop. "so I am saying this" she continued "I Isabelle Blackwood reject your rejection Sebastian, I accept you as my half my mate" I watched the love of life confess she still wanted me to be her mate. I was stuck I didn't know what to say. " say I love you back you ding dong" Loki taking me out of my daze. " I love you too and I promise to love you my half my mate".