Chapter Eleven Rachel woke up to a buzzing sound coming from her phone. 1 New Message: Emily: Bring your stuff for the dance to school; I’m having a “getting ready” party at my place after school. She rubbed her eyes and reread the message. Rachel felt a sudden pang of nervousness. It was her first school dance and she had nobody to go with. Part of her didn’t want to go to the dance, but she knew she had to go with Emily. She didn’t want to let her down. Rachel: Ok, I’ll do that. Rachel looked out the window and it was raining. The rain depressed her and made her want to curl up in bed, and not go to school or the dance. She also felt depressed because of Benji. She had never had these kinds of feeling before for a guy. She knew her feelings were real and she didn’t know what to do.

