I stayed low on the sidelines, trying to make myself invisible, but I couldn’t look away. He was running across the field, sweat glistening over every curve of his body, making the muscles shine like polished bronze. Broad shoulders rolled with effortless power, biceps flexing with each swing of his arms. His chest rose and fell in strong, controlled rhythm, every line and ridge defined under the blazing sun.
My eyes followed the tight abdomen, the way the sweat traced down to the narrow waist, the thighs—thick, powerful, carrying him forward with relentless speed. Calves pumped like pistons, propelling him across the grass. Every droplet of sweat caught the sunlight and shimmered. My chest tightened, heart pounding, frustration twisting inside me.
Then he stopped. Water. Towel. Mia. She handed him both, dabbing his brow, tossing him the towel, her smile softening the intensity around him. I froze.
It was Dave.
All the perfection—the energy, the motion—it belonged to him. And Mia, handing him water as if nothing else existed, made my chest sink. This isn’t a fight I’ll ever win, I thought bitterly, stepping back as the world continued around me.
A whistle blew. Drill time. I shook my head, trying to focus. Coach’s sharp voice cut through the field, barking instructions. Players sprinted, pivoted, and dodged in tight formations. I joined in, but my body had a mind of its own, muscles remembering old habits, feet following the drills, while my eyes drifted to her bleachers every chance I got.
“Hey, man! Watch your side!”
Robsi nudged me mid-lateral shuffle. “You spacing out, bro? Eyes on the field.”
“I… uh, just pacing myself,” I muttered, keeping my gaze forward.
Lax snorted, dropping into a sprint stance. “Pacing? C’mon, we gotta push. Speed drills aren’t optional. Coach is watching.”
I picked up the pace, but my focus wavered again, caught on Mia cheering quietly in the corner.
“You think you’re fast, huh?” Robsi’s grin was teasing, but there was an edge. “Try keeping up with me next lap.”
“Fine,” I said, not backing down. Lax rolled his eyes, standing between us. “Both of you—chill. Don’t make it messy.”
Robsi shook his head. “Messy? Nah. Just proving who’s got the stamina for the Wolves. Let’s see if he can match me.”
I clenched my fists, heart thudding. “Bring it.”
The sprint started. Muscles burned, lungs screamed. Robsi surged forward, Lax kept a steady pace behind me, shouting encouragement—or maybe mockery. I pushed harder than I thought I could, legs pumping, sweat stinging my eyes. My mind flicked once more to Mia, unaware of my presence, and I used that distraction as fuel, letting it drive me faster.
We collapsed at the sideline, gasping. Robsi laughed, slapping me on the shoulder. “Not bad, new guy. Not bad at all.”
Lax shook his head, grinning. “We make a good team when we push each other. Don’t slow down next time.”
I nodded, catching my breath, trying to mask the whirlpool of thoughts spinning in my head.
From the corner of my eye, I saw Dave jogging off the field—muscles glistening, chest heaving, hands reaching for the water Mia handed him, the towel draping his shoulders. Every motion effortless, commanding, and I couldn’t stop the bitter twist in my gut. I told myself again: this isn’t a fight I’ll ever win.
Coach’s whistle blew again, signaling the next drill. I straightened, shoulders back, forcing focus. Lax and Robsi flanked me, and for the first time since stepping onto this field, I felt… ready.