Madelyn's POV: I couldn't stop thinking about Ethan's lips all morning; I'm not sure why I kissed him last night; perhaps I was too drunk. Now that I think about it, I'm disappointed if my kiss meant anything to him, but I know I told him that I don't care about him anymore. Is it no longer available? I'm delusory. I'll confess that there is still some, but it comes back every time I recall the night he left me. I can't believe I've become whole in the last week. Because I had to leave home early for filming, I wasn't surprised when our show featured a bed scene. Rocci and Julie are relaxed since they know I can handle it because I'm used to it and know what to do. I'm a Hollywood actress who went on to become a well-known model in another country; I make a lot of money, but I k

