Abused queen (dark romance)

Fifteen

I pretended to be sleeping but the devil didn't buy it at all, and he spoke to me like he actually cared which I knew very well he didn't, ‘that's why I fell from the stairs' but I still wondered what he was doing here

"How are you?" He asked touching my hand and I flinched from his touch and opening my eyes to glare at him but the camera man was also in the room taking the picture of both of us and I smiled for the camera touching his hand as he squeezed mine, if you didn’t know better you would think we are the best couple you ever seen, but I knew better and I didn’t like him touching me at all it did I?

"I didn't hear you come in my king you scared me” I said covering the fact that I flinched from his touch earlier, and I knew I was going to pay for that, and it seemed like I pay a lot since I been with him

"It's fine my love, I should have knocked" he said with gritted teeth, his jaw clenched making me shiver in fear and I smiled for the camera and fighting the bile in my throat threatening to come out because of his disgusting touch and the fact that all if it was lie, tears threatening to fall but I fought them sniffing a little, and he glared at me, I couldn’t wait for the shoot to end but it to end but it took another ten minutes before we could stop pretending, and when the camera man left I pulled my hand harshly from his and I turned looking outside the hospital window ignoring the man in the room

"Don't you ever embarrass me like that again, why the hell would you flinch from my touch like that? Do I suddenly smell like a disgust a peasant like you?" But I didn't even flinch from his tone or answer the stupid question he asked I stared outside the widow looking at the sun shining bright outside but all I felt was emptiness, even tears didn’t fall anymore as his voice scolded me like a naughty child, and the thought if a child broke me again my child was dead, and it’s all because of him

"I'm talking you, you better answer me, you w***e" but I kept quiet what more can he do to me he already took away everything I had and I didn't care anymore, I was just waiting for him to kill me and set me free from this hell hole called marriage

He kept talking and shouting but I still didn't respond until he left angrily and I knew the must be people waiting for him outside that's why he didn't retaliate and hit me but I knew he would sooner or later but all I kept thinking was, how am I going to escape from this hospital unseen, the must be many security securing this place for their pathetic queen but I really needed to leave Sam before he kills me or I kill him

The thought if killing had crossed my mind but the problem was I loved him too much to do it, and I couldn’t kill a fly even if I wanted to, I couldn’t live with myself knowing I had blood on my hands

I didn't know where I will go if I happen to escape but I knew I needed to do it and fast my only chance is in this hospital, I got up went to bathroom holding my still sore abdomen, I untied the hospital gown revealing my blue and red marks starting from my rips to my legs and I took a deep breath fighting the tears now was not the time to be weak, I needed all my focus to escape king lunatic, I don't know what he thinks I did but whatever it is, doesn't excuse what he did to me and I will never forgive him for killing my child and as for loving him that's to figured out later because all I feel for him right now is hate and resentment and I hope he die between that w***e's legs

A sob left my lips at the thought if Samuel with someone else, why did it hurt to think that he will easily move in when I can’t? When my heart still belonged to him, I opened the shower washing my site body with warm water but when it touched my skin, it felt like it boiling hot, but I endured it until I was done, I put a clean hospital gown

I didn’t see my clothes anywhere and I knew it must has been deliberate and went to the door opening it a little, just to see who was out side and it was true just from the door I saw three guards just next to my door , and I knew there must be more and I wouldn’t have a chance if escaping this hospital even if I tried, I was in the fifth floor after all, I thought groaning causing pain in my abdomen and I went back to bed but I haven’t given up hope yet!