Chapter Thirty
The closer we get to the evening the more I regret this dinner. Why is this dinner even necessary? I don’t know, I didn’t plan this, this was already in the plants before I even got here. I haven’t been able to decide anything and I don’t mind it really, but this dinner I do mind. I think it’s going to be a disaster and if it’s not a disaster I will feel disgusted with myself for pretending to be someone else completely.
I’m proud of who I’ve become during these three months, I’m very proud, and I don’t want to feel bad for it. I think that there’s a possibility I will if I have to pretend. It won’t be good for my newly found self-esteem, that’s for sure.
Right now I’m getting dressed. I decide to take the dress Astra snuck into my bag when we packed. I didn’t see when
