Horses. Atv. Flowers. Sunsets. Farms. The shade under the tree. The smell of fresh air. The smell of Antiseptic, stethoscope, blood, tears. Each one of these, reminds me of him. The only man I ever loved, and the only man I will ever love. He will always be a part of me. And when he left, he took that part with him. Every inch of the farm I once loved is filled with memories of him. How can I ever forget the warmth I feel whenever I am in his arms, the safety he makes me feel, the protection he gives and the words that makes my stomach flutter. Paano tayo humantong sa ganito? Makakaya ko pa bang bumangon pagkatapos nang nangyari?