No matter how hard you try and how much effort you give the universal truth is, at some point you'll messed up. But life is what you make it, you get to decide whether you stand up after the fall or just stay down and give up.
I am selfish at times, I made mistakes, I am out of control and hard to handle. I know I'm not good but am I really that bad? I only wish for a family, someone who understands me, someone I can lean on and someone I can trust yun lang naman ang gusto ko, but why is it so hard to have?
I'm an outcast in my own clan, a rebel, and the black sheep as they say. I was never loved, never been cared of not until he came.
He was my best friend, my savior and my first love. He took care of me, he showed me what love is and he made me feel that life was still worth living. For the first time in my life I knew what happiness means.
But happy ever after was a big fat lie, they took him away from me, tortured him and the worst part, they killed him in front of me. They took away the only hold I have to keep me sane and they awaken the sleeping demon within me. And I will take their lives as ransom when they least expect it.
I am Gabrielle Ren Nishida and now my hunting begins!