you go and come back sometimes people are with you disappointed sometimes happy My heart is like that I came back from the united state where I went with high expectation with the baby age 10months .I donot have cab fare "and I do not have to lie my father' material " I never to end this way when in front of him .."tell him it's my life!" I was hoping not to slam the door "where I came out in front of his face I wish I could Probably come.back in through the door. ve paralyze... umiiyak Na ang anak ko sumakay Na kamin.ngayun PA putang kung saan ako nang galing ..umiyak nang malakas c baby Peru may isang matanda sina bihan nya àkong bring him to me I pray for him honey .tumango lang ako kac ang daming Tao naka sakay ngayun SA airplane kaya tumayo ako Exscusme po PA daan po . " I never Thought this way I took to the Spirit would end in Stalemate . Na PA opo ako dito SA likud nang aroplano nagyun "Although with everything even with everyone " But I feld Now I give up "I've lost. Now I'm in The dark Alone Impasse " one was to accompany "I'm desperate. umiiyak ako ngayun SA solok kung saan ako naka opo bitbit ang anak ko dito ako nilagay nang babae kac ang ingay daw anak ko ayaw tumahan ni baby ISA lng naman akong iniwan at Na buntis ayaw àkong panin digan nang AMA ni baby Hindi ko alam Kong San hahanting ang lahat nang ito Noong nalaman nang ama ni baby gusto nya ila laglag ang baby subrang Na saktan ako noon kac mahal ko siya kaya ayaw Kong ipa laglag c baby. iniwan nya akong luhaan at Hindi Na ako binalikan