"I missed you so bad" he whispered huskily while biting my earlobe. He started kissing my jaw down to my chin and into my lips. I searched for air and tried so hard to get my sanity back. He's now kissing me passionately. I wanted so bad to stop it. To stop him but I know to myself that this is also I want but for God's sake! We're here on his car infront of our house. Mabuti nalang at tinted ang ford niya at kung hindi ay baka pinapanood na kami ng mga kapitbahay namin or worst ay ng aking tatay. As his kisses go deeper and deeper I felt his right hand on my back forming a small circles while his left hand is holding the back of my head to deepened our kisses. Minutes passed and he's now kissing my neck. He's giving me too much electricity down to my spine. My breath is now getting heavy. I tried to open my eyes. Hoping that it would help me get my sanity back. But the moment I open it, I can't see anything. Everything is black. It takes me minutes before  I realized that it was just a dream. Again. Naupo ako mula sa pagkakahiga. Hinahabol parin ang aking hininga. I turned my gaze into my right side and crawled to the side of my bed and opened the lampshade. Damn that stupid dream! Ilang minuto pa akong tumulala sa madilim na bahagi ng aking kwarto habang inaalala ang panaginip at ang nakaraan. What the hell I did in my past life to deserve this kind of bullshit pain? I hide my face in my knees and hugged it when my tears started to fall. I cried silently as if someone might hear me crying