They think my life is perfect but. I'm feeling lonely. Is it possible for me to vanish? I want to fade away from everyone's view.I wished to disappear from this cruel world we've been living in. I can't go on like this forever. I can't bear this kind of suffering. Why do I have to prove that I'm deserving of this treatment? Why do I have to go through so much pain? Still, I suppose.. This is precisely what they referred to as "Reality." Ps.This is a taglish story