I don't really know how to explain things...but it seems like, I transmigrated?.. Is that the right word to describe my situation right now? 17 years in the future... 17 years after I died... ". . . ." I don't know what's the right emotion to feel... the only thing I know...is that "Di na ako babalik sa dati kong buhay" I won't go back to that life... never again.