I didn't expect this to happen na pag-mulat ng mga mata ko ay hahanapin ko siya. The one who i truly the most, I leave them for me to move on, but why I can't? It sucks, it gives me headache. I already accept tha fact but why this is still happening? ilang beses na ba na nagising ako mula sa pag-kakahimbing nang pag-tulog ng biglaan dahil sa biglang ppasok sa isip si Samantha pati ang mga pinag-samahan namin. It's not normal and I don't want these to happen dahil all I wanted was to move on, pero paano kung hindi siya aalis sa panaginip ko.
It's just 4am in the morning and I don't hvave a choice kundi ang bumangon dahil I know for sure na hindi na rin naman ako mkakatulog o makakaidlip man lang ulit. I made my routine,since I and Mom are not together, yes I'm living alone I always did my
