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“P-P R I M O . . .”, she called my name as I rose from the bed. And from the corner of my eye I saw her hopeful eyes looking at me.
Nahagip ng tingin ko ang bahid ng dugo sa puting kobre kama, and of course I knew what that meant.
She was a virgin. And I am her first.
But I thought..., I couldn’t even finish the sentence in my head.
Ang daming pumapasok sa isipan ko. Gusto ko syang yakapin, but at the same time I want to punch myself, gusto kong ibangag ng paulit ulit ang ulo ko sa pader. Just like her, nalilito din ako. I need time to process everything. Pakiramdam ko something big is going to hit me, or maybe it already did, but I was just too dumbfounded to realize it.
I walked out of the room and went straight to the bathroom, baka sakaling kapag naligo ako ay maliwa
