I want to stay in a field full of dandelions and wish that all of these are just a dream. I wonder if someone's in my shoes... sino ang pililiin niya? That feeling that you know the answer but you're afraid to let go of your reputation, pride, and ego that you build for eight years. It's funny that after getting hurt and running away from that man who caused madness inside your system would chase you and you're willingly accepting him back like nothing happened. Everything is still surreal.
I felt something vibrating under my pillow, ibinuka ko na ang aking mga mata at binuksan ang phone kung sino ba talaga ang tumatawag. Para akong natakasan ng dugo nang makita kung sino ito. I suddenly felt a lump in my throat.
Caller: Noaaah
I tucked some of my hair behind my ear before answering No
